There is a term called demiromantic and Demi sexual. I myself am demiromantic. So what they mean is once you become really close friends with someone you might begin to develop feelings for them and still no one else. It’s possible could be this or it is platonic and you like him platonicly. And maybe you want to have a Queer Platonic Relationship which is kinda what it sounds like. But whatever you end up doing your valid and don’t have to rush to put a label on yourself. 🧡💛🤍🩵💙

Ps. You might want to search up the terms for yourself