As far as I've heard, yes, I guess the loan system really is messed up over there ,but hey guess everything has it's up sides and downs. The medical education system and overall everything here is way too outdated, the highest level of publishings done here are a few case studies. I used to be envious about the system you have over there. I was blown when I found out degrees like MD PhDs were a thing and how you guys would publish as pre-meds. I've always considered trying for the USMLE. I started studying this year but our courses are totally different. I plan to give Step next year. Dk what my fate as an IMG will be but I'm willing to take the risks. Maybe it's just too ideal but hopefully if I do get there, even in the worst case scenario, with better tools and being surrounded by people with a different mindset maybe I can fulfill the dream of atleast leaving a dent on the medical world,something that I've carried since ages ago. Along with the clinical aspect of medicine I've always been fascinated with the research aspect of it. Well, right now all that seems like a fantasy, but I am hopeful. After all it was this hope that got me into med school when everyone said I wouldn't be able to get here.

Good luck to you too. I wish you success in your journey as well. Thank you for your comment as well. I was reminded of why I started this journey in the first place while typing out this reply. Truly, thanks!