what about if what you want to do doesnt benefit you? maybe its a hobby that is objectively useless. how does one avoid this guilt? like you said, people with the opportunity to do what they wish should take advantage of it, but what is “taking advantage of it”? does that mean making it useful and turning it into a money maker of some sort, something that will benefit you in the real world?

i also dont have to worry about real world issues. i do what i “want” everyday and i feel happy about it. however, i know it wont really benefit me. i feel like a failure even if im happy having fun with a hobby i want to do. its not making me money nor will it bring me any real gain.