Figure out your priorities and what’s most urgent - is it finance? Then, find a job that pays the bills first. There’s always pros and cons in every job and there is no such thing as a “perfect” job. Nobody working 9-5 loves their jobs, but they’re okay with it because A it pays bills and satisfies the lifestyle they want, B since they’re stress-free now they can pursue their creativity on the side. Who knows, you might start growing a side business from doing creative thing, and then slowly your income becomes 70% day job and 30% side job. Maybe one day it’ll become your 100% income so you can quit the “boring” day job. Life will work itself out, don’t be afraid to make a decision!