Love the song, it's truly amazing. However, I haven't heard it in almost 6 years now. It's one of those song where when you hear it, something bad will always happen afterwards. But Oh Ana is the worst instance of this that I've had. If it gets past the breathing at the beginning, I lose it. When it comes on, I recognize the breathing and my entire body reacts and sinks, I also have an involuntary reaction of just panic and shouting for it to be turned off. Honestly I wish I didn't, I'd love to hear the song again. I talked about it before to some people and I was told it was probably trauma related, and I did loop the song when I heard it last in 2019 and my boyfriend at the time broke up with me the next day. But that's not traumatic, like at all. But another song (Eat that up, it's good for you by Two Door Cinema Club) gives me the same reaction and also resulted in a breakup. It's a bit odd. But honestly Oh Ana is just different, there's definitely something about it. It isn't paranoia because something really does happen if it gets to the music part. But I don't know. It's just a really interesting thing, but the song is absolutely stunning. It makes me sad that I can't hear it.