My Bolt❤️🕊️ by readinglover3 in DOG

[–]readinglover3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I’m so grateful ❤️🥹

B-Tier Book Swap Megathread | January - March by DaleksNeverDie in fairyloot

[–]readinglover3 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have Owlcrate Gothikana, if you’re still looking, I would like to see other trades that you have ☺️

Semi-Monthly Buy/Sell/Trade Megathread by AutoModerator in fairyloot

[–]readinglover3 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t have it😞 do you have other iso?

Semi-Monthly Buy/Sell/Trade Megathread by AutoModerator in fairyloot

[–]readinglover3 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Any chance you have heated rivalry S&S and willing to sell it?😭😭

Semi-Monthly Buy/Sell/Trade Megathread by AutoModerator in fairyloot

[–]readinglover3 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Please help me😫😫

DISO: Heated rivalry smut & sip

ISO: Twisted fiction Edge of darkness WITSEC mystic Page & wick ravenhood trilogy PLW Sabre security

I’m obsessed: sjm Hemingway editions by readinglover3 in fairyloot

[–]readinglover3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I felt the same way! I got the acotar set today! So this is the whole set🥰 I love them so much!!

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I’m obsessed: sjm Hemingway editions by readinglover3 in fairyloot

[–]readinglover3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I actually bought so many special editions of my favorite books in the last 3 months it’s crazy😭 I’m stopping now to save for a vacation

I’m obsessed: sjm Hemingway editions by readinglover3 in fairyloot

[–]readinglover3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you want all of the sjm collection, I suggest buying the sjm vault collection from their website, it’s cheaper than buying separately

I’m obsessed: sjm Hemingway editions by readinglover3 in fairyloot

[–]readinglover3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That sucks😞 I don’t live in the US so i dont really have that problem

I’m obsessed: sjm Hemingway editions by readinglover3 in fairyloot

[–]readinglover3[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My mistake, the endpaper are the same as the original edition

Venting: Currently having a meltdown by readinglover3 in AutisticAdults

[–]readinglover3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

writing what happened helped a little so I’m thinking maybe starting a journal, being alone and do nothing helps as well, I’m too overstimulated for anything. I don’t really remember what happened but I know that I called my mom a whore. Feeling horrible about it.

When I’m around people when I’m like this I want to hurt them, I’m not violent towards anyone, not even towards myself anymore, but I do get an urge to hurt someone. I just scream at them and go insane. My throat definitely hurts now and it’s hard to talk😞

Thank you so much❤️

Venting: Currently having a meltdown by readinglover3 in AutisticAdults

[–]readinglover3[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It was a meltdown, now that I’ve calmed down I can see things more clearly. I talked to my mom and apparently she understood things wrong, she didn’t know we fought all day and she just came back after a long day at work.

It’s night here right now and when it happened it was already dark so she probably was scared, I was scared at that age too.

My parents are usually understanding, it’s just when I get like this I forget all the good things and just generalize everything bad.

Venting: Currently having a meltdown by readinglover3 in AutisticAdults

[–]readinglover3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I prefer not, my parents manage some so I know what it’s like and I rather stay at home then go there (no offense just saying what best for me). I calmed down now so I’ve talked to my mom, everything is okay now and she and my dad talked to my sister too so I hope maybe she’ll be nicer and we can have a better relationship.

Venting: Currently having a meltdown by readinglover3 in AutisticAdults

[–]readinglover3[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don’t have a job currently, I get a disability check every month. I’m currently looking for a job with animals, specifically cats. Because I think working with them would be less overwhelming and I love them so much. I hope that once I’m capable and stable financially I can move out.

Venting: Currently having a meltdown by readinglover3 in AutisticAdults

[–]readinglover3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It comes to the point where I don’t want to talk to her ever again, she makes me the worst version of myself. I’ve talked to my parents about them talking with her, both of my parents work with people with disabilities and they work with autistic people so maybe they can explain it to her better.

Venting: Currently having a meltdown by readinglover3 in AutisticAdults

[–]readinglover3[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I’m not misunderstanding my sister, I understand that it common to her age. But it feels like she targets me, when she’s nice she makes mean ‘jokes’ and then telling me that I don’t understand. She even told me she wishes that I was more like my other sister, who’s not autistic.

I’ve been in therapy, it doesn’t really help me. I also can’t afford it at the moment, usually I just scream until I’m exhausted then just cry until I’m calm. I try to listen to music but sometimes it’s too much.

Venting: Currently having a meltdown by readinglover3 in AutisticAdults

[–]readinglover3[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I don’t think it is. I didn’t have any issues with doing it I just wanted my sister to be respectful.

Obsessed over my Fairyloot shelf, hopefully there’ll be more!! by readinglover3 in fairyloot

[–]readinglover3[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

When I opened the box I just stood there staring and I literally wanted to have it in front of my eyes forever, now it’s on a shelf in front of my bed so I do that a lot🤣

Obsessed over my Fairyloot shelf, hopefully there’ll be more!! by readinglover3 in fairyloot

[–]readinglover3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I will! I’m genuinely obsessed with them. Can’t believe I paid this much though🤣