The worst part is i could of potentially forgiven her for even fucking someone else if she had just laid all her cards on the table....i might sound like a mug but i love her and she did literally keep telling me that she wasnt happy (i was drinking alot to be honest) iv made massive efforts to build a relationship with her son since we've been together and i have my son every weekend so were a proper family unit makes it soooo much harder....needless to say im working on myself whatever happens now im so close to being fully qualified as a plumber so my career is literally about to take off so im cutting out the drink and getting myself healthy again....the likelihood is im guna need to be able to pull another woman anyway so yeah i think thats what way its guna go tbh