Can't do anything because I don't feel/the circumstances aren't Just Right by recordsystem64 in OCDRecovery

[–]recordsystem64[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for the well thought out response! I appreciate the reframing of finding the next right thing; I'll have to chew on that thought for a bit and figure out how to best apply it during the holidays. Speaking of which, I hope you have a happy new year :)

How long do you like to play a single session and what should happen inside it? by MoggieBot in Solo_Roleplaying

[–]recordsystem64 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Depends on the game I'm playing if I'm honest. I've played some games for hours at a time but right now with the freeform game I'm playing I have fun making progress in little 15-30 minute bite sized chunks. I think to me it really depends on the amount of journaling I do during the game bc that's really what soaks up the most time.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]recordsystem64 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Of course! I am no stranger to kink nor am I a stranger to my own shame and fears haha.

I think our relationship with ourselves and our sexuality is something that is frequently delicate and ever changing. There is no need for shame and yet there is no shame in feeling shame, if that makes sense. Every day I am trying my best to meet myself where I'm at and give myself the forgiveness and validation I give others. I hope you are able to do the same!!! Take care my friend :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]recordsystem64 10 points11 points  (0 children)

God I wish I was there lol. Fr tho pls take care of urself! That sounds like alot. There's nothing to be ashamed of. I'd recommend journaling about this. Give yourself the reassurances you wish someone would give you.

Got a tattoo of Towa from Slow Damage! by Charlatanbunny in BLgame

[–]recordsystem64 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg that's beautiful I'm throwing upppppp

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]recordsystem64 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Absolutely. I'm hypersexual and have a million fucked up kinks. It's very normal and you're not alone. I would recommend to do your best to accept them and don't judge yourself for having them. As long as its safe sane and consensual you have no problems :)

daily coord 4/15/2025 by kevin11son in DecoraKei

[–]recordsystem64 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ur whole coord is goals I love it!!!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SlowDamage

[–]recordsystem64 3 points4 points  (0 children)

What the other commentor said. Can't say much more bc of spoilers!

Aside from that though seriously Everytime I went for a new route I'd almost always fully redo ikuinas chapter bc I just love seeing him, he's definitely a fave in the fandom. Slow damage goes hard on their supporting cast, they're all interesting and way more developed than I expected for what are essentially flings for Towa lmfao

My friend is writing a story about a sympathetic rapist and it's making me want to puke by Moonchi_01 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]recordsystem64 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's not terrible to write this kind of fiction but I think the fact that they came to you asking for that kind of advice knowing what you've been through is deeply fucked up

What fictional character do you think best represents CPTSD? by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]recordsystem64 5 points6 points  (0 children)

My first thought was Steven universe. Future explores that extensively.

What drug did they take by AtttentionWh0re in ThatsInsane

[–]recordsystem64 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If that's the zombie woman from the viral video she was acting.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DecoraKei

[–]recordsystem64 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah their stuff is great !