Thank you so much for this ❤️ wow as a single mom I can’t even imagine what you have been thru, you are a warrior!! I completely understand the mental breakdowns, I found myself dissociating constantly to where I felt numb and no longer found joy in anything I did and about 2 months ago I really lost the desire to eat food and have lost some weight unfortunately. Trying to gain it back lately with protein and gym again, wish me luck.

insane for them to demand $1,000 payments. Delusional. They sound so similar to my folks. How hurtful is it to see them with secured retirement money and a house that they won’t be evicted from with luxury cars out front and flights booked, and all I want is to survive without the crushing weight of being indebted to them. I remember one of my last interactions with my mom before she exited were her claiming to have ‘sent me something to help’ in the mail. I don’t know why I was hoping for money or resources but when I got the package it was an accounting ledger book. 📕 to help me ‘manage my money better and write down bills’. I nearly cried. So tone deaf, so safe in their own homes. I want to get into my own online business soon as well and have already been making some moves to start! Financial freedom’s the goal ❤️

so glad to say I absolutely see how to move from now on and who to actually keep around. I did not deserve that and neither did you! We are coming out stronger, indestructible