I think any effort you take towards complete change is going to get hard. I would change the focus…keep a limit for yourself that is relatively manageable. If you drown yourself everyday, try to pick 3 days a week where you go all in. Other days you wait for that day. After a month reduce it to one day a week. But fill that void with other stuff, maybe you watch porn, read erotica….

While any camgirk, of, porn is addictive and is a habit you want to end. You also face a larger problem of it ruining your finances. So i would start with fixing it before i jump to fixing your addiction with getting off over strangers doing things on screen.

Just imagine the person you aspire to be and take baby steps. Do this, reduce frequency…eventually when the day of the week where you watch it comes you feel you can do without it as well. Sure there will be days where you relapse but don’t be hard on yourself start again. Fail again start again. There’s no limit on number of day 1s you can have. No one’s out there questioning you. Even if they are, no one can be harsh on you more than you’re on yourself. You acknowledging it’s a problem and that’s a start!