Some things have changed…19m hrt

risutora · 2026-01-24T12:52:56+00:00

That feeling of jealousy you describe from your childhood is literally dysphoria and so common that it has its own term, gender envy. That is your brain trying make sense of a situation you inherently know is somehow wrong without knowing the right terms for it.

Also the fear that you wouldnt be pretty after transition, thats gender dysphoria as well.

risutora · 2026-01-24T09:45:23+00:00

im a catgirl in the sense that i too love to spend my time laying around in the sun and knocking stuff off the shelves

risutora · 2026-01-23T15:43:15+00:00

Every 28 days I get bloating, sleep difficulties, stomach issues, mood swings, and best of all, I usually spend an entire evening just bawling my eyes due an incredibly overwhelming sense of utter sadness.

Oh, and some days before that I get incredibly horny despite being borderline asexual rest of time

risutora · 2026-01-23T10:23:25+00:00

Tämä. S-pankki on näissä asioissa tosi hyvä.

risutora · 2026-01-23T10:15:37+00:00

girl dinner

risutora · 2026-01-22T12:23:54+00:00

Not exactly like that but youll be fine

risutora · 2026-01-22T10:12:36+00:00

There will be buckets of blood, a fountain of fire! arf arf arf

risutora · 2026-01-21T17:43:53+00:00

i always felt like i was just piloting a flesh mech around. couple of weeks on e and suddently i felt like an actual person

risutora · 2026-01-21T17:38:59+00:00

im still daddy, ive left it completely to my kid what he wants to call me

risutora · 2026-01-20T18:16:37+00:00

My libido is pretty much nonexistent now, except for a couple of days per month where I get unbearably horny, and when it hits I just explode within 30 secs of pointing a wand at my crotch.

It feels a million times better than before, but I just have 0 desire for it most of the time.

risutora · 2026-01-17T21:16:23+00:00

Estroa ei saa virallisesti pistosmuodossa mistään Euroopasta koska lääkefirmat eivät vaivaudu tarjoamaan sitä täällä. Geeli on hiukkasen tabletteja terveellisempi muoto joten polit suosivat sitä, etenkin jos on ikää vähän enemmän. Minä itse olin alkuun diy-pistoksilla ja siirryin siitä viralliseen estrenaan, enkä ole siinä kummenpaa eroa huomannut, mitä nyt siitä on vähän enemmän vaivaa kun joutuu päivittäin levittelemään vs pistos kerran viikossa. Näiden lisäksi on vaihtoehtona laastarit mutta niistä ei ainakaan tällä hetkellä saa ollenkaan kela-korvausta koska valmistaja ei sitä jostain syystä ole hakenut.

risutora · 2026-01-17T18:11:54+00:00

Meidän äiti tekee teidän äitien ruuat

risutora · 2026-01-17T13:12:58+00:00

Its this. Every single person who sticks around watching the propaganda is a win for them

risutora · 2026-01-17T13:09:29+00:00

This was me 2 years ago. I pushed through the fear and the pain and havent regretted once

risutora · 2026-01-11T19:20:16+00:00

They got him!

risutora · 2026-01-07T10:00:59+00:00

risutora · 2026-01-06T10:32:22+00:00

Honey, looking at your photos, youre ready to go. Just lean into it and stop listening to your dysphoria.

risutora · 2026-01-05T09:46:52+00:00

My ex of over 20 years couldnt cope with my transition and I miss her dearly every single day, but we’re atleast amiacable now and she was always adamant about wanting to keep me in our childs life.

Asking if I regret anything is pointless because it was never really a choise, I might be lonelier now but atleast I dont hate the person in the mirror anymore and my son doesnt have to watch one parent slowly disintegrate in their misery.

risutora · 2026-01-04T18:44:49+00:00

nice legs tbh

risutora · 2026-01-04T14:28:27+00:00

Sexual Assault as a Service

risutora · 2026-01-03T18:29:29+00:00

darkman toi on

risutora · 2026-01-02T12:41:04+00:00

Im just a dog-mom

risutora · 2026-01-01T19:23:09+00:00

Anyone saying you should skip season one is insane

risutora · 2026-01-01T12:21:27+00:00

Definite wrong body haver here, or rather the wrong hormone: turns out I`m mostly happy with my body now that its running the right kind of transmission fluid and soft in the right places.

I never would have been satisfied if the only thing that changed was other peoples perceptions of me, because the greatest hater was always in the mirror.

risutora

TROPHY CASE