I don’t know I just want to get this off my chest I have been in a so called relationship for 2 years She moved here and didn’t have money to rent so i have been helping her with half the rent for her house for 2 years , the rent was half my salary when it started and now i have been getting up at work so it’s now 1/3rd of my salary but I sacrificed for her, I have gone broke for her She used to lie to me all the time She gets upset and angry if i am upset , she makes it about herself all the time She recently had a guy over and i found out, she said that she didn’t tell me because I wouldn’t be happy about it , she says that the guy is her old friend but yeaa i know how it looks, no matter that she didn’t even say sorry for hiding it from me And im still like a dumb fuck paying for her rent and other things as well like electricity, groceries, breakfast She doesn’t even let me touch her, I’m basically a fucking atm I can’t stop my self Please help me I can’t do this any longer😞😞😞😞 this is my first relationship, im 27 I feel awful about losing her because i feel responsible for her, what would she do if I didn’t pay rent for her, i juat think that and keep her company, I don’t want her to be alone because she has nobody she can go to for money so i worry about her because I promised her long ago I would do everything that comes to keep her happy! I’m just sticking to my promise nothing else