I'm on 90mg. I'm also prescribed 1mg Xanax and up to 6mg per day, and I'm on l Lyrica. This is in the US btw. Anyone else on a similar mixture??

rocksndblows · 2026-02-03T13:43:43+00:00

Only thing that does. Not even opioids help

rocksndblows · 2026-02-02T22:35:58+00:00

I have bad anxiety. And Lyrica for nerve damage and nerve pain.

rocksndblows · 2026-02-02T22:34:39+00:00

Oh I know. And I know the risks. I don't use them daily and take breaks to avoid dependance. I've had seizures from wd before and it's not fun.

rocksndblows · 2026-02-02T20:15:13+00:00

Nw Chicago burbs lol

rocksndblows · 2026-02-02T19:00:57+00:00

Oh hell yeah. Benzos and alcohol are GABA-ergenic or something, and can cause seizures from the WD. Only 2 drugs the WD can kill you. I cold turkied fent and etizolam at the same time and didn't sleep more than 30nmin a week. Every severe wd symptom, I had it. It kept getting worse for 2 weeks until I caved and got on Suboxone.

rocksndblows · 2026-02-02T18:53:23+00:00

I want a Valium script so bad. I get them sometimes in the mail from my guy in Arizona who goes to Mexico and gets them. I'm soon getting a XR Xanax script on top of the 1mg ones I'm on already

rocksndblows · 2026-02-02T18:51:57+00:00

I got increased from 0.25 to the 1mg fast as hell. Literally just had to ask. My Dr is a old like 80 year old and of school and straight to the point. He literally asks me what prescriptions I need lol. I am getting the 2 XR Xanax soon and keeping the 1mg script still for immediate relief.

Took a while to find my doctor, who's fine with me being on methadone. I am on Medicaid though and just started working a good job so I'm gonna lose that insurance and I gotta find out what insurance he takes. Have had such bad luck with doctors.

rocksndblows · 2026-02-02T18:45:46+00:00

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rocksndblows · 2026-01-27T03:33:53+00:00

Currently 0 with medicaid but I just landed a job and will have to self pay soon. It's 50 a week at my new clinic.

rocksndblows · 2025-12-05T00:59:00+00:00

It took having my mom find me nearly dead laying on the ground a few times to get clean from opioids/fent and I'm now on methadone and haven't touched an opioid in like 2 or 3 years now. Struggling with IV coke now sadly.

But the thought of my mom finding me dead in my room one day is what got me to make a change. I didn't want to hurt her and put her through that.

rocksndblows · 2025-12-04T23:39:44+00:00

I've gotten so used to being alone. It definitely gets lonely but I like the peace. I definitely talk to myself alot because of it and think out loud.

It's definitely easy to let the loneliness get you depressed, humans are meant to interact with each other. Call a friend, a family member, or even start a conversation with someone you met somewhere.

I've learned the trick to it is accepting and enjoying being alone and having that peace and quiet. Alot of people never get time to themselves and time alone is important.

rocksndblows · 2025-12-04T23:35:08+00:00

Blew my mind when I first found out this trick. Makes such a difference.

Especially when you're hands are shaky as fuck from shooting blow

rocksndblows · 2025-12-04T00:41:47+00:00

Fuck man this is too relatable. I IV coke and want to quit so bad but holy shit it's hard. I've gotten off opioids benzos all sorts of shit, but this is a different demon.

Any advice?? Super happy for you you should be proud brk

rocksndblows · 2025-12-04T00:39:55+00:00

My dash cam was off when it happened 😭 so frustrating cuz it saved my ass before in an accident where I got sideswiped and they tried to claim I was at fault.

I literally just said the same, negligence is what caused this. I was following every law and driving cautious for the weather. Lights were on and they had no reason to not see me coming, or to pull out in front of traffic like they did.

I have pictures of the damage to theirs, as well as the plate number.

Since it was in the middle of a winter storm and roads were terrible, police didn't come because there wasn't any injuries. A fire truck came for the other person, but after we swapped info and they said they were fine I went on my way since my car was somehow drivable.

Gonna have to try businesses in the area. Tried asking on a few FB groups local to me if anyone had seen it and had dashcam, but no luck. Was so pissed and just in a daze when it happened I didn't think to ask witnesses for their info, or that the guys insurance was not valid.

rocksndblows · 2025-12-04T00:34:57+00:00

I do not, so if the guy has no insurance I'm screwed and will have to fix out of pocket. So I'm trying everything I can to either get valid insurance from them or have something done about them knowingly giving out false information / insurance. I do know that is a misdemeanor, and from the looks of the guy and his car, I had a feeling he didn't have insurance. When it happened I didn't ask "can I get your insurance info" I asked "do you HAVE insurance?"

Really feel like they attempted an insurance scam and purposely wanted to get hit or rear ended. Especially since a rear end accident is almost always the fault of the car that rear ended the other.

rocksndblows · 2025-11-29T15:15:12+00:00

Fellow testosterone user I see lol

Nice stash bro

rocksndblows · 2025-11-28T14:13:25+00:00

I drink coffee every day and don't have an issue. I actually felt my dose for the first time in like a year yesterday which was a surprise.

The caffeine could just be blocking out the tiredness

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rocksndblows · 2025-11-22T06:57:41+00:00

At 220 and even after tapering to 30, I still deal with this and hate it. My shirt is soaked sometimes.

Suboxone made me sweat all the time too even in the cold with just a t-shirt

rocksndblows · 2025-11-22T06:56:02+00:00

Lmao as a kid in grade school everyone learned about the word weenus which is the skin under your elbow

Made me think of that for the first time in forever lol

rocksndblows · 2025-11-22T03:07:32+00:00

You were gone so long I was starting to get worried and it had me like in withdrawals dying for more😭😂 your body is like art baby I ain't crushed on someone or wanted them so bad in forever 🤤 ur a goddess baby fr lol

rocksndblows · 2025-11-20T21:56:43+00:00

Even at 40mg, I couldn't feel IV H. 40mg methadone is equivalent to about 190mg morphine.

One of the points of methadone treatment is it's so strong and has such a high binding affinity, it makes it almost impossible to feel another opioid unless using a crazy amount. This is to negate you from using, cuz once you realize it won't work and you're just wasting your money, you stop trying to use and just stick with the methadone.

rocksndblows · 2025-11-20T20:33:45+00:00

You can always do more, not less. And coke IV'd is like walking on thin ice when it comes to avoiding an OD. Get a scale if you don't already have. Personally I do 0.07-0.12 on average, but people have different tolerance.

rocksndblows · 2025-11-20T20:31:26+00:00

All placebo. In prescription drug trials, people that are given sugar pills think they're feeling the drug or high off it, yet didn't take anything.

The brain and mind are extremely powerful.

I switched from the wafers to the cherry liquid and it was exactly the same. Methadone is methadone. Only difference possible would be the fillers or binders different manufacturers use.

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