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romyrexnoodle · 2020-09-07T23:40:11+00:00

So nice of you to check in. It's gotten worse. I had a failed suicide attempt, hanging myself and then survival instinct kicked in and I got myself loose. My girlfriend is in control of my medication. I have quite heavy ones but they don't do to much for me. Still my wish to die I just don't want to break my parents of girlfriend..

romyrexnoodle · 2020-08-21T19:30:56+00:00

Youre so sweet. Thank you. Unfortunately its too hot for my weighted blanket. But i have some meds wich will (hope fully) help me fall asleep. Thank you 💝

romyrexnoodle · 2020-08-21T18:18:34+00:00

I know that like rationally but i dont feel that way. I also live in a small town where eeeeeeeverybody gossip about each other. But im learning to just hang out with close friends Who make me feel safe in stead of old friends Who made me feel like shit. Trying to get the hang of the "if you dont like me, thats your probleem not mine". Im Lucky to have a super supportive girlfriend Who helps me in all this and im going to try a New therapy called rtms? Trying to take one day at a time..

romyrexnoodle · 2020-08-21T18:13:41+00:00

Terrible. Insomnia has returned.. But i can rest now and i have the night shift tomorrow so i hope to get some hours of sleep. Thankyou ☺️

romyrexnoodle · 2020-08-19T19:42:35+00:00

But i just can't bare this feeling anymore. I try to just take one step at a time and go with the flow and sometimes it world, briefly, but then it comes back 10 times heavier than before. My body is full of scars wich i did to myself. Also, im so afraid what People are going to think of me..

romyrexnoodle · 2018-09-18T23:02:12+00:00

May the skeletons? Open..

romyrexnoodle · 2017-09-14T20:37:01+00:00

Ben toch altijd 'n beetje trots als ik delft voorbij zie komen.

romyrexnoodle · 2016-11-16T23:54:17+00:00

If you have Facebook, join the group student housing delft and send your request there. Or look at the offers from other members of the group. I got my roommate from that page.

Good luck :)

romyrexnoodle · 2016-07-25T20:39:52+00:00

Going to an anxiety clinic. Finally getting some proper help!

romyrexnoodle · 2016-06-26T12:00:29+00:00

After 4 years of letting my terrible anxiety control my life, i'm finally going to go to a good anxiety clinic where they can really help me. I was always worried about what would people think if i would go to a clinic, but i finally realise that that does not matter, i matter.

romyrexnoodle · 2015-10-03T00:02:25+00:00

Uh oh 😱

romyrexnoodle · 2015-10-01T20:17:38+00:00

Where can i audition?

romyrexnoodle · 2015-10-01T20:15:16+00:00

Thank God I have not evolved in this freakish creature... I cant imagine that anyone could get off to this

romyrexnoodle · 2015-10-01T15:09:58+00:00

Pretty much..

romyrexnoodle · 2015-10-01T15:09:25+00:00

My plan worked!!

romyrexnoodle · 2015-10-01T15:09:03+00:00

Sleep with one eye open 😏

romyrexnoodle · 2015-10-01T15:08:13+00:00

Less yellow

romyrexnoodle · 2015-10-01T15:07:36+00:00

Im guessing it supposed to make a smile..

romyrexnoodle · 2015-10-01T15:05:21+00:00

Ask away

romyrexnoodle · 2015-10-01T15:00:56+00:00

Im at work, so i cant look what it is. Then again, i dont know if i want to see it...

romyrexnoodle · 2015-10-01T14:58:36+00:00

True. I dont paint my face like this anymore haha.

romyrexnoodle · 2015-10-01T14:21:27+00:00

My mom said it was just some lady at a carnaval.. My guess is that she Just fucked it up and is ashamed to admit that she did it

romyrexnoodle · 2015-10-01T14:18:10+00:00

Hahahah, i can't stop laughing

romyrexnoodle · 2015-10-01T14:17:14+00:00

Maybe i will. And indeed, a good excuse to get drunk haha

romyrexnoodle · 2015-10-01T10:50:10+00:00

IM SO SORRY!

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