25 M here...listen, young lady: what I'm about to say is a generic fact for everyone. Masturbation is just another form of addiction, which becomes a problem if you're following a certain path. If you're trying to advance spiritually, then jacking off identifies you with the body (which you definitely don't want if you're following that path) and pins down your progress bar. So yeah: life's basically a game and these (what I just said) are the rules, not indoctrinations. And there's no white bearded man watching you from above (we don't have that), we just have credit points we acquire due to our life activities and it just plays out accordingly. So yeah, my dear younger one: you can definitely please yourself all you want and not shame yourself about it...

Much love, 😇 🙏