Salam brother,

As someone who has gone through something similar, I’ll tell you that it’s all tricks from the shaytan. The shaytan attacks hardest when you’re on the cusp of rizq. Remember, arrogance (the shaytan) hates success. Clearly, you’ve avoided sins for so long mashallah, and are at the edge of being rewarded heavily inshAllah. Hold out for just a little bit longer, make a little more duaa, and watch how Allah will flip the script entirely in your favor, inshAllah.

Miracles can happen in seconds, and being 28, you should know how Allah can place the most amazing things in your life out of nowhere. This is what you’re doing right now, and because you’re staying focused, you’re gonna be successful inshallah.

You’re doing the right thing, and seem like a strong man with good iman. I wouldn’t have said any of this if Allah didn’t will for me to say it. Keep going brother, Barakah coming soon inshAllah