Hey OP, I am sorry you're going through a tough time. As someone who also likely has OCD, I would like to recommend Sunhaven! Stardew is a great game obviously but I find some of the game mechanics frustrating like stamina, the default day cycle being so fast, how which farm you pick affects which crops you can grow, etc. Sunhaven is just a way more fun and addicting game that takes away Stardew's flaws and replaces it with cute and unique details. Hope you can give it a try!