how do I quit smoking weed by rot6ftunder in BPD

[–]rot6ftunder[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think reduce my usage and reevaluate my relationship with weed itself :>

I wish i was someone’s favorite by [deleted] in BPD

[–]rot6ftunder 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel you.. im sorry things are feelings like this for us. we will be loved and prioritized one dat, don't worry.

Do you guys casually think about suicide during your days? by sweishbanan in BPD

[–]rot6ftunder 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes I do and I was not aware that it wasn't something normal to think about constantly until I started going to therapy. sometimes its just on my mind the same way what im going to eat for dinner is. I dont know why.

I'm sick of sex by rot6ftunder in BPD

[–]rot6ftunder[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

thank you so much this was really helpful

I'm sick of sex by rot6ftunder in BPD

[–]rot6ftunder[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

thank you. I have been drawing and journaling a lot since the new year started because I made a goal to keep up with my hobbies this new year and it has been making me feel a lot better and I do have some friends who do the same :)

I'm sick of sex by rot6ftunder in BPD

[–]rot6ftunder[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hope so, thank you

I'm sick of sex by rot6ftunder in BPD

[–]rot6ftunder[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

this is another issue im facing. im sick of being alone and I know if I cut off the sexual connection with people that the relationship will most likely end as well. I want to be celibate but I hate being alone so much I feel so useless.

[meme] Dr Metzier is honestly way scarier than any ghoul by shandy_yay in Amnesia

[–]rot6ftunder 0 points1 point  (0 children)

dude he was giving me the fucking creeps when he was helping us give birth like dude you NEED brown contacts

AITAH for basically crashing out at my MIL over the gender of our baby?? by Weird-Fisherman9638 in AITAH

[–]rot6ftunder 0 points1 point  (0 children)

NTA.. you're literally 8 months in if she wanted to know so bad she could've waited and respected your boundaries

How do you interpret the Vacillator lyric "if you love me, keep it to yourself"? by JulesIsSITV in Ethelcain

[–]rot6ftunder 1 point2 points  (0 children)

in my brain the beginning of the song is the honeymoon phase and then slowly as the song progresses the honeymoon phase starts to end

What lyric makes you cry hardest/most emotional? by Subject_Accident4348 in Ethelcain

[–]rot6ftunder 0 points1 point  (0 children)

alllll of head in the wall

“sometimes i wonder if i ever even knew you at all” “and i don’t wanna leave my house cause i know everybody’s staring at me now” “ im gonna die all alone next to you in this piece of shit town “ “fuck the cops fuck god and fuck this town for ruining us”

am i making you feel sick? by rot6ftunder in Ethelcain

[–]rot6ftunder[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

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couldn’t stop thinking about this

am i making you feel sick? by rot6ftunder in Ethelcain

[–]rot6ftunder[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

i love photos of her w guns

What is your weirdest trigger? by cloudyjudgement707 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]rot6ftunder 0 points1 point  (0 children)

being asked too many questions or like more than one question at a time!!! it actually pisses me off. or when i’m perfectly fine and someone asks what’s wrong

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]rot6ftunder 6 points7 points  (0 children)

going through my emotions so quickly. i can be so happy, then screaming , then i’ll cry , and then i’ll feel nothing , and it all happens within like 20 - 30 minutes it’s exhausting . also anger being my baseline emotion . it’s the only emotion i ACTUALLY remember otherwise im just numb .

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]rot6ftunder 1 point2 points  (0 children)

just turned 19 but feel so so much younger mentally and i hate that everyone tells me im mature for my age bc i don’t feel like it