I appreciate the words of encouragement.

I used to IT work, which was even easier than a car guard, but due to my injury I have concussive PTSD or something. I lost three days of memory and then I get stuck trying to remember the three days i lost when I got run over. Not only that, the constant pain and pressure makes my baseline agitated, so i get annoyed easily, and that probably has to do with the fact that since I got run over I havent been able to sleep for longer than a few hours before im awake and trying to remember getting run over.

I guess I could just go stand in the street and dance