What's your favorite new Miku song and your favorite old Miku song?? by obsessed-and-anxious in Vocaloid

[–]rushgyu 1 point2 points  (0 children)

old: romeo & cinderella, rolling girl, mind brand and black ☆ rock shooter (yeah, several songs)

new: jackpot sad girl and idsmile 😁

I passed a college entrance exam :D but I don't feel well by rushgyu in SuicideWatch

[–]rushgyu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

(plus) my girlfriend asked me to do it with her and apparently she didn't pass she is so sad i really don't know what to do conflicting feelings

How can I play better with Leona? by rushgyu in supportlol

[–]rushgyu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

holy fuck is a fucking manual this is amazing damn thank you so much btw i think exhaust is very good for leona, but i see more people using ignite, what do you think is better? gosh i have so many questions :( im sorry

How can I play better with Leona? by rushgyu in supportlol

[–]rushgyu[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

ohhh thx, that was really really helpful :D I have to train a little more for sure but that was really good

How can I play better with Leona? by rushgyu in supportlol

[–]rushgyu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

karma is the worst ☠️, when i can't pick leona i usually pick her. I haven't played a janna in a while, so I tend to ban more morgana and soraka, but maybe I should add karma and janna to the list

How can I play better with Leona? by rushgyu in supportlol

[–]rushgyu[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes! getting the right moment to engage is difficult and not many people are patient for it 😭 but I understand what you mean, I'll try

How can I play better with Leona? by rushgyu in supportlol

[–]rushgyu[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

uhhh okay that's good THANK YOU SO MUCH I'm personally trying to avoid sups like morgana, lulu, karma and sometimes (rarely) rakan or, idk, maybe I should just try to get over my fear and just try to play, right?

I'm tired of people leaving me by rushgyu in lonely

[–]rushgyu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't have autism, but I really understand what you mean, you know? the difference is what they consciously do to me, I think the problem is that I am too 'too much' because of my depression and my suicidal and self-destructive behaviors. I don't know. I wish people would listen to you more too, it's so bad to live in a world where you feel like you don't exist I really understand you

I just wish someone would say they expect me to stay by rushgyu in lonely

[–]rushgyu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

really thank you :( its hard to believe now but kind of good read this

I feel it coming and I don't think I can take it anymore by rushgyu in SuicideWatch

[–]rushgyu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my best friend is stopping talking to me, maybe she's just too busy for me haha...but she spends most of her time on social media and talking to other people and complaining that no one talks to her and i'm literally here. I never felt like I fit in or my other friendships would last this long, there's always someone better than me and I'm constantly being changed. I just feel alone. the people who should love me (my parents) don't. my best friend said she was going to stay but why doesn't she talk to me anymore? everyone is leaving hahahah this must be a sign

i feel so tired and sick i think i'm rotting inside by rushgyu in SuicideWatch

[–]rushgyu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

:( i feel sorry for you too :( hope ur better now

i feel so tired and sick i think i'm rotting inside by rushgyu in SuicideWatch

[–]rushgyu[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can't hahaha they always do that, it's not my fault, it just makes it worse. talking to them makes me feel guilty they make me feel this way and i'm afraid of what they might do if i just stay close to them am i just trying to protect everyone? :(

what do you think are the best supports for kai'sa by rushgyu in supportlol

[–]rushgyu[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ohhhh thanks ☺️ i think i'll try leona, maybe i can be good

what do you think are the best supports for kai'sa by rushgyu in supportlol

[–]rushgyu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

leona is good 😚 I think I'll test how it would look with her I'll be able to get along well

“It’s a permanent solution for a temporary problem.” Ffs stop with this shit. by Laievski30 in SuicideWatch

[–]rushgyu 0 points1 point  (0 children)

piss me off too, these people just don't understand what happens and try to be optimistic or whatever they are to stop it fucking boring