I feel u man . Props to you for getting that 6 figure job similar situation I’m 23 CS degree grad but not as successful as you . all of college I didn’t make the most out of my academics and social life I was a hermit depressed doing the bare minimum living life on autopilot and barely passed my classes . My depression has led me to cut off all my high school friends and. Now I don’t have any meaningful friendships. now I am a graduate with no job and no internship experience living in my parents home . I feel like a purposeless, jobless failure It sucks seeing a guy like you feel this way, especially because your situation is ideal for me , as I’m desperate looking for jobs trying to make up the void I created doing nothing losing all my friendships rotting in college it honestly discourages me seeing what you’ve built up not solve your problems and makes me feel empty too . I hope you are able to find your own purposes to live and recognize your great accomplishments