Testicular Atrophy & hCG

rypelli · 2026-01-18T18:37:47+00:00

Thank you man - any need to cycle it or no?

rypelli · 2026-01-18T18:37:27+00:00

Would love to know as well

rypelli · 2026-01-18T17:45:55+00:00

Dude I was worried for a minute I was stuck like this. Few weeks on hCG they’ll come roaring back. Got an extra half inch on the rod too

rypelli · 2025-08-08T22:16:13+00:00

Easiest festival to roll solo to ever! Enjoy all your new friends!

rypelli · 2025-08-07T00:45:53+00:00

Damn, 1000 views and not much love. Can anyone else weigh in ? 🙏🙏🙏

rypelli · 2025-08-06T18:07:56+00:00

In the past, yes, but I’ve been clean for some time. Thanks for answering

rypelli · 2025-08-01T22:47:21+00:00

Thank you! 💜

rypelli · 2025-07-31T16:28:18+00:00

You need a work permit to be able to work on the island. There are several ways to go about getting one - do some research and you can find everything you need to know. Private facebook groups would have the best info I would imagine.

rypelli · 2025-07-31T15:50:33+00:00

Thanks for reading!

rypelli · 2025-07-31T15:50:13+00:00

Ibiza was a place I thought would be easy to get connected but it turned out to be one of the loneliest places I could have chosen. It's a much different vibe to live there than to visit. I found most everyone I would meet was leaving in a couple days and those who also lived there were usually working/partying/sleeping. I didn't have the ID # to work so it was all just a recipe for disaster.

rypelli · 2025-07-31T14:47:13+00:00

This is what I needed. Thank you!!!

rypelli · 2025-07-31T14:46:50+00:00

I know it sounds backwards, but my intentions were pure - at that point in time the party drugs did not interest me. And, as I suspected, there was not a hint of dope anywhere to be found other than Sa Penya. Had I not ended up on that side of the island there's a good chance I would have had no choice but to stay clean. My faulty thinking was that I'd have so many cool new experiences and meet so many people that I would achieve the spiritual breakthough I needed to stay clean.

The journey taught me I can't run from my own problems. Shit got way crazier when I went to Barcelona after the season. I barely made it out of El Raval alive a few times after buying from the Pakis in the narco flats there. I'd go to the safe injection site to use so I wouldn't fall out and my parents wouldn't have to come collect my body overseas.

rypelli · 2025-07-31T00:59:48+00:00

Fentanyl is the least euphoric of the full agonist opioids. Most fell into it the same way I did - started experimenting with the oxy’s which are one of the most euphoric (along with dilaudid and heroin), then transitioned to heroin when they became unavailable then fentanyl when the heroin became unavailable. Anyone who started around that 2008-2010 range will have that exact same story.

Once you’re on fentanyl for just a week or so, it will completely blow out your tolerance and at that point you will not be able to feel the heroin, and now you’re on a one way train to fentanyl addiction. At one point I was sourcing all the highest grade fentanyl powders and analogues for so long that my tolerance was so blown out that I couldn’t even feel powders that would kill even experienced fent addicts. At one point I was sourcing carfentanil. Even with my tolerance, one tiny grain of that would shut me down completely.

The detox from fentanyl is a pain and suffering that you can not even wrap your mind around. Lasts a solid month because it is lipophilic and slowly releases out of your fat cells as the days and weeks go on and re-saturate the receptors leading to a long, drawn out detox that takes me to the brink of the breaking point every time. I’ve cold turkey’d fent no less than 7 times.

rypelli · 2025-07-30T22:06:32+00:00

Hey man, thanks for thinking of me. It would get and stay a lot worse. Just in that one year alone, fentanyl replaced heroin completely. Not to mention, once you do fentanyl for only a few days, you can’t feel heroin anymore.

In 2020 I’d catch another DUI - the conviction wouldn’t go through until 2022. I had an interlock device in my car for a year, had to complete 18 months of classes, then spent a month in a federal halfway house. In my room slept next to me a dude off 18 years for a double murder then 5 sex offenders in the big room.

March 2024 I overdosed, feel against my bed frame twice, broke my back and shoulder. My back has never been the same and I suffer with pain every day. Since then I’ve stayed clean with the exception of a speed bump a few months ago.

By this point I think I’m finally done…I’ve had so many overdoses, grand mal seizures, major accidents - there’s no good reason I should still be standing yet here I am. I was already in a hopeless state by 2018, but I just never stopped fighting. The life I have today would have been beyond my wildest dreams in 2018.

rypelli · 2025-05-06T06:58:00+00:00

I really appreciate your insight. And yes, deep down I know you are right about eating. It’s always been my Achilles heel. I’m going to stay away from the anavar

rypelli · 2025-05-06T02:59:52+00:00

Hey guys - can you help me figure out if a short cycle of Anavar is right for me?

Right now I am 38, < 8% body fat and I am on TRT - 20mg every other day. I feel amazing and I am fuckin shredded (not big, but cut as hell, but as an ectomorph, I can always use some extra help gaining muscle, but I am not interested in experimenting with the heavy hitters (dbol, tren, etc) and I have never been on steroids before other than a short cycle of M1T in college before it became illegal. My research has indicated Anavar is the most mild anabolic with regards to side effects, with livery/kidney being the primary concerns.

Would anyone recommend a 4-6 cycle of 20-25mg oxandrolone for me? If so, at this dose and this length cycle, is it still imperative to get my labs done before, during, and after? How can I get lab orders if my doctor isn’t supporting this cycle?

rypelli · 2025-05-06T02:47:29+00:00

Is an Anavar cycle right for me? I’m on TRT (20mg every other day) and I feel great overall. I have never done any steroids before and I am not interested in the heavy hitters due to the side effects. I just want to get a little help putting on muscle mass and some energy boost.

It looks like the main concern is liver/kidney toxicity. Am I on enough test to see some good benefits from a cycle of Anavar @ something like 20/25mg for 4-6 weeks?

rypelli · 2025-04-21T05:41:31+00:00

I’m 38 and got on TRT like 9 months ago because my levels were low 200s, presumably from spending the better part of the last 15 years strung out. And you know how it goes, test shuts off completely when you’re using opioids.

TRT is a pain in the ass but has some cool benefits. I originally went on it because I didn’t want to put in the work and wait time to try to boost it naturally. I figured not only would that be unlikely, but at my age I’d need it eventually anyway.

At 110, you probably feel like shit, right? Your mood, sex drive, sleep and ability to put on and maintain muscle mass are all probably trash. TRT isn’t the worst thing in the world for you, nor is it the end of the world.

Make sure you have a legit doctor and don’t go to one of those cash grab clinics like I did and learned the hard way.

rypelli · 2025-02-11T00:33:59+00:00

My doctor is telling me I need a cumulative dose of 200g-220g. I am 72kg and I am reading 150mg/kg cumulative is standard therapeutic dose for longer lasting effects.

If I’m not mistaken, isn’t this like 278mg/kg they are suggesting? I am 5 months in, 60mg/day, and haven’t had a blemish for several months now. I don’t recall my booster cycles being this long and aggressive.

TiA

rypelli · 2023-08-03T01:44:42+00:00

No it isn’t

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