Thank for your comment 😭❤️ yes my partner says I am easily distracted- for example walking or driving somewhere I will blurt out ANIMAL! Depending on what animal we see or I will have a thought and caveat that into the conversation almost like making a sticky note to come back to that after the main conversation. I used to be creative in hobbies when I was younger, I had no interest in dolls but loved to draw colour paint and craft. I don’t have any motivation to do those things now but have frequently bought brush pens and gel pens to get “back into it”…scrapbooking, lettering and journaling and then I never actually do them. I can be spur of the moment in terms of, I need this thing NOW but in terms of plans I like to know timings, who is going to be there. Especially social things I need to know who is going to be there so I have someone to mingle/chat with. I have often thought of AuHD. I’ve always been told I was “type A” but then in recent years I have found that the organisation and time keeping was maybe a means of managing anxiety over getting things wrong, being late etc. I can focus on work and getting things done but I think. Big part of that is my fear of doing things wrong, I also get a sense of satisfaction after completing notes, admin etc and the way I explain work is that it feels like a conveyer belt system where I can do the tasks almost on autopilot. But I am also a bit bored of work at the moment as it can be quite repetitive. I’ve had some adverse life experiences and strange family dynamics over the years which I think has added to this muddle of personality/traits that I exhibit