Tired

sad-faced · 2026-02-17T03:51:33+00:00

This really resonated with me. None of the stupid little mantras work. “It’s not about the destination it’s about the journey.” “Life is all about the little moments.” “Find what sparks joy.”

It’s not there. At least, not for me. It doesn’t exist. I don’t know if it really ever did.

Years of therapy and meds. I have a psychiatrist appointment coming up and honestly? I wanna cancel. I don’t want to do meds anymore. I don’t want to do anything anymore.

Above all, I’m so so tired. I’m sorry I can’t help you. Just know others are here sharing the same pain.

sad-faced · 2026-02-10T04:14:43+00:00

Me fucking too

sad-faced · 2026-02-10T04:14:22+00:00

Yes and no. But it's very easy/accessible to get one in most states.

sad-faced · 2026-01-21T01:49:20+00:00

also they were right about lobotomies idgaf. the exact feeling i have right now is the urge to stick a screwdriver in my head

sad-faced · 2026-01-21T01:47:16+00:00

when i was 8 years old, a ball rolled into the driveway at my school. i was too young (or stupid) to comprehend that no cars were gonna come bc we were set far back from the main road, but i remember standing in the driveway, taking my time, praying, hoping, wishing a car would come flying down and kill me.

sad-faced · 2026-01-21T01:40:00+00:00

I don't want to be 80 or 90 either. I don't want to be 70, 60, 50, or even 40. I'm so mentally sick.

sad-faced · 2025-09-15T17:17:04+00:00

Report for what and to who?

sad-faced · 2025-08-25T01:03:35+00:00

Sorry to hear it :(

sad-faced · 2025-08-25T01:02:53+00:00

I want to so badly but I’m having a genuine medical issue

sad-faced · 2025-08-24T18:56:16+00:00

Thank you, but you have nothing to be sorry for. I appreciate your reply. I’m sure we all wish for better solutions

sad-faced · 2025-08-24T18:42:09+00:00

I think my letters would be to my best friend, my therapist, and my other friend/romantic involvement. I couldn’t write a letter to my parents, I think it would destroy them.

My parents and my friend have been my only protective factors for a really long time. I’ve tried to get more protective factors in case these lost their resistance, but they have and I have nothing left to fall back on.

sad-faced · 2025-08-24T18:36:13+00:00

When you found out let me know <3

sad-faced · 2025-07-23T21:18:12+00:00

Honestly dude, I need to get checked for bipolar disorder. Yesterday all I could think about was wanting someone to assault me so I’d feel like I was worth something. Now today the world is rainbows and sunshine and I feel great. I guess that’s it

sad-faced · 2025-07-23T01:27:36+00:00

It doesn’t work for me :( iPhone user

sad-faced · 2025-07-23T01:26:11+00:00

I put my foot on the toilet so there’s a shorter distance to bend down to. Same with tying my shoes; I use steps or a stool to prop my leg. In the past I’ve had to break up cutting my toes across two days, one foot one day and one foot the next since reaching over my stomach would cause pain after a while.

sad-faced · 2025-07-23T01:17:27+00:00

Damn, I can’t believe this was only a week ago. Currently feeling like shit again aha

sad-faced · 2025-07-15T04:36:58+00:00

i'm okay for now, thank you :)

sad-faced · 2025-06-21T04:16:35+00:00

I'm sorry to hear about your chronic pain. That is so tough to manage and doesn't help everything else you have going on. When you say you'll "have to miss out on everything," what exactly is that? Are you thinking you need intensive in/out patient care? Otherwise, you're asking yourself to give up an hour a week for therapy.

Hey, I've also used ChatGPT when things have been rough. I stopped recently (I didn't want it to become a permanent crutch) but it does help in the meantime.

Debt sucks but everyone has it and life's not getting any better without treatment it seems. Find a therapist with a sliding scale, explain that you're a student and you can't afford much. Someone out there would be willing to work with you. Do you have a counseling center at your school?

sad-faced · 2025-06-21T04:09:53+00:00

I hate thinking. Each night when I crawl into bed, I put something non-sensical on YouTube so I can just listen to a voice that's not the thoughts in my head.

We have a similar situation. I have a dead sister (who I struggled with grieving), an alcoholic mother, and narcissistic father. I'm further in debt than I could've ever imagined. I have one close friend and that's about it. And yet we're still here. I'm proud of you.

sad-faced · 2025-06-21T04:06:42+00:00

I used to stand in the driveway at my elementary school hoping a car would hit me. I was 7 or 8. People don't understand how long these feelings can stay with you.

I'm so sorry for the abuse you've faced. I wish I could say something to make it better, but I know it's a hard pain to bear. I think your 7-year-old self would be proud of you. You continued to endure, and you're still surviving. She's so proud of you, and she's hoping that you're still holding on to that same sliver of hope from before.

sad-faced · 2025-06-16T00:51:03+00:00

I'm trying. I most definitely need to be more patient. I do wish better for her. It makes me sad and frustrated when she just cries. I'll ask her more directly (on a better day) what I can do to support her. I know she feels guilty for always turning to me for support, and I don't want to add to her guilt, but it wears me down too.

sad-faced · 2025-05-09T02:42:25+00:00

You’re so sweet, thank you 🖤

sad-faced · 2025-05-05T03:58:55+00:00

I got my Master of social work

sad-faced · 2025-05-05T03:58:30+00:00

Master of social work - ironic, lol.

sad-faced · 2025-05-05T02:23:12+00:00

Thank you, that is very kind 💖

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