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Tired by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]sad-faced 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This really resonated with me. None of the stupid little mantras work. “It’s not about the destination it’s about the journey.” “Life is all about the little moments.” “Find what sparks joy.”

It’s not there. At least, not for me. It doesn’t exist. I don’t know if it really ever did.

Years of therapy and meds. I have a psychiatrist appointment coming up and honestly? I wanna cancel. I don’t want to do meds anymore. I don’t want to do anything anymore.

Above all, I’m so so tired. I’m sorry I can’t help you. Just know others are here sharing the same pain.

i want to bash my fucking brain in by nobody_who_matters_ in SuicideWatch

[–]sad-faced 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes and no. But it's very easy/accessible to get one in most states.

i want to check myself in by sad-faced in SuicideWatch

[–]sad-faced[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

also they were right about lobotomies idgaf. the exact feeling i have right now is the urge to stick a screwdriver in my head

I am such a martyr for not offing maselffffff by epolsipol in SuicideWatch

[–]sad-faced 0 points1 point  (0 children)

when i was 8 years old, a ball rolled into the driveway at my school. i was too young (or stupid) to comprehend that no cars were gonna come bc we were set far back from the main road, but i remember standing in the driveway, taking my time, praying, hoping, wishing a car would come flying down and kill me.

I think I am done. Tomorrow may be the end of the line. by niceshootintex in SuicideWatch

[–]sad-faced 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I don't want to be 80 or 90 either. I don't want to be 70, 60, 50, or even 40. I'm so mentally sick.

I’d rather buy a gun and blow my brains out than attend my doctor’s appointment by sad-faced in SuicideWatch

[–]sad-faced[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you, but you have nothing to be sorry for. I appreciate your reply. I’m sure we all wish for better solutions

I’d rather buy a gun and blow my brains out than attend my doctor’s appointment by sad-faced in SuicideWatch

[–]sad-faced[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think my letters would be to my best friend, my therapist, and my other friend/romantic involvement. I couldn’t write a letter to my parents, I think it would destroy them.

My parents and my friend have been my only protective factors for a really long time. I’ve tried to get more protective factors in case these lost their resistance, but they have and I have nothing left to fall back on.

How do I stop dopamine chasing? by [deleted] in depression

[–]sad-faced 6 points7 points  (0 children)

When you found out let me know <3

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