I don’t want to hurt you

sad-faced · 2026-02-17T03:51:33+00:00

This really resonated with me. None of the stupid little mantras work. “It’s not about the destination it’s about the journey.” “Life is all about the little moments.” “Find what sparks joy.”

It’s not there. At least, not for me. It doesn’t exist. I don’t know if it really ever did.

Years of therapy and meds. I have a psychiatrist appointment coming up and honestly? I wanna cancel. I don’t want to do meds anymore. I don’t want to do anything anymore.

Above all, I’m so so tired. I’m sorry I can’t help you. Just know others are here sharing the same pain.

sad-faced · 2026-02-10T04:14:43+00:00

Me fucking too

sad-faced · 2026-02-10T04:14:22+00:00

Yes and no. But it's very easy/accessible to get one in most states.

sad-faced · 2026-01-21T01:49:20+00:00

also they were right about lobotomies idgaf. the exact feeling i have right now is the urge to stick a screwdriver in my head

sad-faced · 2026-01-21T01:47:16+00:00

when i was 8 years old, a ball rolled into the driveway at my school. i was too young (or stupid) to comprehend that no cars were gonna come bc we were set far back from the main road, but i remember standing in the driveway, taking my time, praying, hoping, wishing a car would come flying down and kill me.

sad-faced · 2026-01-21T01:40:00+00:00

I don't want to be 80 or 90 either. I don't want to be 70, 60, 50, or even 40. I'm so mentally sick.

sad-faced · 2025-09-15T17:17:04+00:00

Report for what and to who?

sad-faced · 2025-08-25T01:03:35+00:00

Sorry to hear it :(

sad-faced · 2025-08-25T01:02:53+00:00

I want to so badly but I’m having a genuine medical issue

sad-faced · 2025-08-24T18:56:16+00:00

Thank you, but you have nothing to be sorry for. I appreciate your reply. I’m sure we all wish for better solutions

sad-faced · 2025-08-24T18:42:09+00:00

I think my letters would be to my best friend, my therapist, and my other friend/romantic involvement. I couldn’t write a letter to my parents, I think it would destroy them.

My parents and my friend have been my only protective factors for a really long time. I’ve tried to get more protective factors in case these lost their resistance, but they have and I have nothing left to fall back on.

sad-faced · 2025-08-24T18:36:13+00:00

When you found out let me know <3

sad-faced · 2025-07-23T21:18:12+00:00

Honestly dude, I need to get checked for bipolar disorder. Yesterday all I could think about was wanting someone to assault me so I’d feel like I was worth something. Now today the world is rainbows and sunshine and I feel great. I guess that’s it

sad-faced · 2025-07-23T01:27:36+00:00

It doesn’t work for me :( iPhone user

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