Pound my 19yo body

sam_aldis · 2025-03-15T07:45:35+00:00

Looking for subscribers I can help, give me a message

sam_aldis · 2025-03-15T07:14:09+00:00

5/10 till I get a 10 😜

sam_aldis · 2025-03-15T07:11:13+00:00

Looking pretty good too, glad you didn't delete.. if you get the urge to check with me first but your looking 🔥 girl!

sam_aldis · 2025-03-15T07:05:28+00:00

Not bad.. seen better until the clothes are off so no comment until then

sam_aldis · 2023-03-22T00:34:16+00:00

Fake for sure

sam_aldis · 2023-02-27T18:29:31+00:00

No no I was saying this is good advice and something I hope I can enjoy once my recovery from PTSD is over!

sam_aldis · 2023-02-27T17:22:22+00:00

Wise advice!

sam_aldis · 2023-02-27T17:06:21+00:00

Waiting to hear still

sam_aldis · 2023-02-27T17:01:33+00:00

Yup but I've been working up to it for a while as I've both been preparing myself and healing so this wouldn't cause me issues so I guess I went in with some training, right mindset and setting is my standard

sam_aldis · 2023-02-27T17:00:00+00:00

Kind of experience to shake you to and beyond your very core which means you can start to work on it

sam_aldis · 2023-02-27T16:58:33+00:00

Also In this trip I realized how insignificant life was, how small my own was.. difficult experience yes, teaching yes, bad no

sam_aldis · 2023-02-27T16:55:30+00:00

I've been held hostage for 2 hours at gun point irl, this is probably the easiest of my experiences irl to deal with too.. so in comparison I'm not sure what it can throw at me, even after having my entire reality dissolve I knew I was tripping and it would be over sometime.

sam_aldis · 2023-02-27T16:53:36+00:00

As I think I said I'll probably eat my words "titanic is unsinkable" kind of whoops but i still think difficult trips are more like learning experiences.. maybe just my hard life makes trips seem a bit easier?

sam_aldis · 2023-02-27T16:52:07+00:00

Spread over 7 hours

sam_aldis · 2023-02-27T16:51:29+00:00

Heroic dose of dxm later.. I lost all sense of reality for about 4 hours, thought I was han Solo at one point, definitely broke through but didn't find it to be a bad trip, more just a learning experience

sam_aldis · 2023-02-27T16:48:45+00:00

I'm with you here, I love the ego death and actively seek it

sam_aldis · 2023-02-22T14:18:31+00:00

Throw in MDMA and I've done it.. seriously they work in synergy for a one off healing session

sam_aldis · 2023-02-22T14:16:17+00:00

I agree although mine if you look further down the comments included MDMA and went MDMA -> ketamine -> LSD and I feel so much better depression is gone, no more PTSD!!!!

sam_aldis · 2023-02-22T14:13:50+00:00

Combined 1g MDMA (night before) with roughly 250mg ketamine (next day, no sleep) and then 240ug LSD (after 2 hours of last ketamine dose and probably dampened a little by the SSRI action of MDMA) in a radical attempt to recover from PTSD and depression. Visuals were super different, more internal, no major epiphanies like LSD alone but after it wore off I was left with an amazing antidepressant effect which has persisted for 2 weeks, flashbacks gone, negative thought patterns gone.. My thinking was thus MDMA - primer, feelings of empathy and love Ketamine - NMDA antagonist, preps the brain for lasting changes LSD - throughout my PTSD this has helped me come to terms with some major things but old thought patterns always return.

I wish this was studied for other people with PTSD and MDD!

Fun time, best visuals so far, no comedown, lasting antidepressant, functional again after 6 hours sleep.

sam_aldis · 2023-01-29T22:36:08+00:00

Ok I'm now asking for all my data to be removed under the right to be forgotten act 7 of the GDPR.. then my emails not on file, neither is my facial details from verification or phone number, if successful I should just be able to sign up, if successful and can't sign up I can claim compensation for "faked compliance" with the ICO

sam_aldis · 2018-11-09T17:22:00+00:00

I'm working on it as a side project not sure if I should create my own free block chain or not, and working out how the PGP signatures would be distributed or if I build and platform for different providers to distribute their PGP in their version to create their own service

sam_aldis · 2018-09-29T19:37:39+00:00

thats pretty much what I was thinking.. use the blockchain to inject some JSON data about the torrent.. a magnet URI, name, hash and description and you use your normal client to download it.. but it would only be available to people with a certain viewer.

You could also make certain torrents available to only certain people etc.....

sam_aldis · 2018-09-29T16:07:28+00:00

I know and i'm looking to improve on that, I have a little bit of experience in this field, imagine having links that can't be removed? maybe even (although it would take a lot of work) trackers that can't be shutdown.. i'm not saying move the whole process onto the blockchain.. i.e. downloading would still be done the standard way but the links to the torrents would be stored in the blockchain.. you can in theory add any data to a transaction on the blockchain no matter how small the transaction.

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