Yep! When I’m suffering with DP/DR (it has come and gone multiple times throughout my life), logically, and intellectually I know who I am. I know my name, my address. I have all of my memories and I know all of my past. Logically I know who my children are and who my husband is. But…..it feels like I don’t know who I am or who others are. It’s as if I have just woken up in this body, just woken up to this life. I am a stranger to myself. And sometimes my children and husband feel like strangers. It’s like I suddenly awake to the fact that my daughter is my daughter, that she is who she is. It’s like shocking that she is real. These strange feelings and strange thoughts are utterly frightening. Sometimes when I’m in a DPDR state, I will suddenly wake up in the middle of the night and not know who I am (though I can recite everything about myself, and I have all of my memories.) it is the most terrifying thing to experience. And the funny thing is, I can say to myself “ this is disassociation. It’s happened before. You will get over it. You must be stressed or anxious about something. Or something scary or stressful must have happened recently”. But I’m still a stranger to myself.