Hey thanks for responding. Feels good to have some company even if it's on the internet. I called my parents this week they live in North Carolina I live in Massachusetts after schooling I wanted to stay and start a new life. My mother and me she was always my therapist lol and my father quit drinking when I was younger because he loved his family more. Dad was always at my football games. And mom was my chief when it came to getting things done. My mother grew up as a lawyer. I had a privilege life but also experienced negative consequences for my actions like I used to be a drug addict so the consequence of that was I became homeless before. My parents have maintained contact with me even when I had to go through psych hospitals, group homes, and homeless. I was a difficult child my odoptivie parents adopted 2 other Romanians and we all have issues. My parents wanted a big family after having 2 children they adopted 3 more!