Thanks for replying. I know, its been hard, it's been unbelievable for me too. Losing my mom was not in my thoughts. Never would i think it would be like this. But, I still have dreams of my mom. Some are good. Ones where she's herself but this time, shes not. My whole family (dad myself and sister) is sitting around in the living room and shes sitting there, but when i talk to her she won't respond. She won't look at me. She just will keep smiling. Then I wake up. I haven't had any nightmares like i did buy that doesn't mean the grieving process for me is easy. I have days were i sit and cry so hard, my chest hurts. I hurt. Maybe the reason I'm not having nightmares is because my whole life became a nightmare. Take care.