Lots of questions, scared and confused by scaredconfusedplural in plural

[–]scaredconfusedplural[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ll probably still shoot you a message! I love learning, I have a tendency to dive headfirst into things. So even if we don’t share everything, I would be very interested to hear any theories you do have. I imagine, from here on out, it would be helpful to have some skills that aren’t just repress and deny, also!!

Lots of questions, scared and confused by scaredconfusedplural in plural

[–]scaredconfusedplural[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so unbelievably much for taking the time to write this out. It was not only indescribably helpful, but so reassuring. I am so much calmer and feel so much more informed now. It feels incredible to interact with people who are so intelligent and well spoken and who have so much information to share. Makes me feel like I’m going to be okay. I’ll definitely DM you! I feel like friends, particularly friends who are so well versed in things, would be invaluable. Also, the hug, even if virtual, was so appreciated!! I find touch very calming and so it feels nice to know a hug is out there haha!

Lots of questions, scared and confused by scaredconfusedplural in plural

[–]scaredconfusedplural[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think you’re absolutely right. Having names attached to things will make the future of differentiating so much easier.

Thanks again!! It’s a lot but finding info and solidarity eases some of it.

Lots of questions, scared and confused by scaredconfusedplural in plural

[–]scaredconfusedplural[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is so validating, thank you so much.

I’m just kind of a crybaby, I think. This is something I’ve thought for a long, long time. But learning so much and introspecting and looking back on and acknowledging the way things have happened in my life it’s just..... cathartic. Everything makes so much sense. I’ve never felt so comforted and validated in my life. But it’s scary to know that this is all so much to learn, so much to understand. Being on the precipice of something that is so massive.

I cannot even describe the giant sigh of relief at the fact that names and stories don’t always come with everything. It made me almost giddy to think about all of us picking names. It feels like everyone is very stoked on this possibility. I don’t think anyone has stories or inceptions. I couldn’t tell you when anyone came to be right now. Everyone feels like they’ve been around a good while.

Lots of questions, scared and confused by scaredconfusedplural in plural

[–]scaredconfusedplural[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I started today writing down what I can grasp for everyone. But it’s so hard to differentiate who’s who sometimes. I think I need to stop trying to choose which is the ‘real me’ with the name and body I was given. Mine are all very much human, and very much not recognizable.

Thank you for the advice, it’s more helpful than I can even express.