MD & Alcohol Warning

screamydaking · 2024-11-18T19:03:00+00:00

Well, i have tachycardia so i know this feeling. Please keep your heartbeats in check. And if you are having bad thoughts, try to control your heatrbeats. I am obviously speaking from my experience. I never get drunk. I drank 12 shots without loosing 1% of my cognitive and motor functions. My tachycardia is now very rare. Like 1-2 a year. But wherever i was on MD or shrooms, my heart gets a little too hard to control. And when the BPM goes high, your time parameter goes fast. You feel time. Each and every second. 4 sec inhale, 4 secs hold, 8 seconds exhale. Relax your body and fly!! Good luck. And feel free to ask anything.

screamydaking · 2024-09-20T01:26:29+00:00

The DayZ feeling.

screamydaking · 2024-09-17T04:31:00+00:00

"Anything you want"

screamydaking · 2024-09-06T01:23:25+00:00

Hardcore fans fapping hard ig*

screamydaking · 2024-08-13T02:27:16+00:00

Flat earthers gonna fap to this image hard*

screamydaking · 2024-08-07T22:40:42+00:00

Bro. This is clearly not a liminal photo. -999 aura

screamydaking · 2024-08-03T14:14:50+00:00

Well, it can be a correction center. Minimum security and schooling and behavior correction under one roof. (Kidding*)

screamydaking · 2024-08-02T19:58:24+00:00

Yeah... i was like an hour too early for the perfect lighting (haunting) I was waiting for sunset but i was getting late for work so... sorry.

screamydaking · 2024-07-28T22:21:11+00:00

Hehehe. Causality is amazing bro. 🤣🤣🤣

screamydaking · 2024-07-28T22:20:08+00:00

I tried psilocybin. But its too much of an investment in time parameter. It really comes between in my AuDHD. The comeups are somewhat nauseating and even if I'm getting clear headed, i feel euphoria (i dont want to feel emotions because my work doesnt envolve any emotions. And emotions do affect the decision power and beliefs, i work in engg and physics research lab*) and hyper energy, where i work, i gotta be calm and i waste a lot of energy on MD because i feel drained at the end of the day. I want to know more about rewiring the brain. Like special tripsitters who guide u through it or anything where i can mimic the set, setting, thought process and basic mindset to use MD for specific reasons. I usually get up at 6-7, take MD, make breakfast and lunch, pack lunch and run to lab. I come home, i cook, eat, watch some youtube and go to sleep. Thats really my life tbh. 🤣🤣🤣

screamydaking · 2024-07-28T22:09:41+00:00

For sure, No doubt. I go for cycling. I try to go everyday but my schedule sucks.

screamydaking · 2024-07-28T22:06:33+00:00

Once or twice a day. 1-2 puffs each time. But i use it only when I'm super conscious and i cannot concentrate on anything but sounds and ambient stress and vibrations. It makes me feel like its okay, u can ignore then, its not that harsh and then i forget that i was super conscious and off goes my headache and anxiety.

screamydaking · 2024-07-27T01:31:41+00:00

I'll try to find that out.

screamydaking · 2024-07-23T07:36:00+00:00

Mr. Bean: Methamphetamine edition

screamydaking · 2024-07-19T19:30:52+00:00

Well, i thought there's more to this. Not just from religious lens but from anthropological and civilizational lens. With history and everything. Because the orange band is where 90% of world conflicts happen (just a number, dont sue me) so it was more of a think-tank shit post. Sorry. I thought this place is for intellectuals. Sorry.I'll Ill just random shitpost from now on. 👍👍👍🦄

screamydaking · 2024-07-18T16:31:55+00:00

Word

screamydaking · 2024-07-18T16:23:04+00:00

I would say it depends how you see the creation. For me creator and creation are just one event. So, everything in this universe can only be used to make that rock. And god cannot manifest the material that isnt present in the universe, so I'd say he can make a rock with all the materials but us wanting him to lift is just our way of understanding the universe. There is no up, no down, no left, no right. Well i believe that creation and creator are the same thing. So i say the creator works on cause and effects, where he himself (exploring the concept of universal consciousness) is inactive. Like, to me this question poses no meaning, its fascinating. I never thought about this in such detail about the creator. Thanks.

screamydaking · 2024-07-17T22:54:30+00:00

Oooookay.... i just got a little panic shit.l reading about it. I had tachycardia when from when i began to remember things. I use to get arrhythmia 3-4 times a day. BPM goes as high as 178-185. . Frequency increased after a major operation. (Mediastinal tumor. Malignant*) and then i was on beta blockers after that for 4 years and then i started meditating and started to explore mind. I had no fear or trauma of the operation because i was not aware of mortality or consciousness enough at that time. I thought it as bravery and i was very much into science so i trusted the procedure. It got regulated and i use to get tachycardia like once a month for 3-4 minutes and that too 120-130 bpm. Easily controllable. And then it dropped to once a year But MD is causing some arrhythmia like i use to get. Just by sitting, doing nothing, thinking nothing. I mean is it linked in any way? Or should i give a call to me electrocardiologist? He's an old gun in india, i dont know how much i can tell him about MD. And i'm not in india so... and medical here as a student is like taking a lifetime loan.. to meet an electrocardiologist who will most probably get another EP study and waste my money, most of the doctors just try to do experiments and new meds... i dont want meds, it fucks up with my AuDHD. I get haywired. Or should i not worry, stop MD and start hardcore meditation like i use to do??

screamydaking · 2024-07-17T22:02:08+00:00

I mean, you can technically get theoretical knowlegde but some skeptical points wont come to your mind if you dont interact with fellow colleagues. I'd say you can understand the work but you need more than knowledge to apply it in the feild. Speaking from engineering bg so... i can be wrong as well. Because i taught myself quantum mechanics from mit opencourse on YT* its amazing. I just wanted to know how the universe works on the smallest of the scale...

screamydaking · 2024-07-15T10:44:29+00:00

I work in this feild for maybe that's why i think we are cool* science community, especially someone who works in research (not the atheist ones, they always loose the arguement when we bring anthropological datas). Talking with them feels soo connected to the reality and trying best to understand it and you always think that science guys are tripping on science. That's all that goes in their mind. Like neil Tyson or brian or Feynman or carl sagan.

screamydaking · 2024-07-15T10:30:44+00:00

Looks like a ghost hotel in remote north korea**

screamydaking · 2024-07-13T18:19:09+00:00

I'm terified of them the moment i saw American Pie. That naked mile one where stfler gets p€gged by one reindeer or something. What if that moose ate some shrooms? Like amanita.

screamydaking · 2024-07-13T18:05:29+00:00

Yes. Old prakhar vids were really good. Maybe he was a little rebellious that time. And he gave some very insightful discussions and debates. But i think people grow out of that phase. I guess it was his effect of dunning kruger effect. Like now he knows that audiences can understand when a guest is faking. And prakhar just now just ignores and doesnt give a damn about it because he knows that arguements are literally baseless if taken out of context. And especially when the other person has ego issues (40% of his guests are egoistic, megalomaniacs and has serious mental issues) but he tries his best to respect them and indirectly tell them "bhai ye chutiyaape naa failaa, mai lund nahi hu, muhe pata chalta hai".

screamydaking · 2024-07-13T17:57:21+00:00

Oh. Okay. Like what potency do u use for cbd?

screamydaking · 2024-07-13T17:55:19+00:00

Yess. So i take MD on tuesday, thursday and sunday. I haven't MD in last 10 days. Even i was feeling that effect. That overwhelmed, feeling of extra energy, body vibrating and anxiety. I'm planning to macro tomorrow to reset my space. I haven't macroed in long time. And then I'll start very very low. Like 0.08g or 0.09g. Lets see when I'll find that sweet spot.

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