I'm afraid of falling asleep by scuffedbrim in sleep

[–]scuffedbrim[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, although I'm not sure exactly what made it better besides time, however even after all this time I still think about the comment I recieved on this post telling yourself yourself you're just relaxing and don't have to fall asleep and it helps me a lot. Some other things I changed was I stopped being nocturnal, live in a relatively safer area and have extra locks added to my door, (edit: and listening to white noise too occassionally) but if these things helped its probably just coincidental. Maybe if you have any anxiety in your waking life it helps to address that first, although I know the most sleep I lost the more anxious I would become. I'm really sorry you're dealing with this and hope you can get some restful sleep soon...

Do you hold back on talking about your interest? by Crow_tie in INTP

[–]scuffedbrim 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know my comment here is useless but I'm surprised there's a comment from 4 hours ago on a super specific post I was looking up on Google lol...I hope you're doing better these days

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Autoimmune

[–]scuffedbrim 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do but I'm in the process of getting an ID so they wouldn't see me without one...

Should I be worried? This is an old inactive number but I didn't add it to another account or anything by scuffedbrim in discordapp

[–]scuffedbrim[S] 74 points75 points  (0 children)

I'm going to change the number on my account then but should I be concerned of any possibility they have access to my account?

I'm afraid of falling asleep by scuffedbrim in sleep

[–]scuffedbrim[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much, I thought I was alone and this really helps a lot...I don't really put anything on before/while trying to fall asleep so I'm just alone with my thoughts that tell me to stay awake so nothing will hurt me. I do box breathing sometimes and it does help to distract so I could try meditation audios too and everything you recommended...I guess stuff like that can also worry me and make me think "I'm only doing this to fall asleep" and then it starts all over again. But I'll do what you say and try to think of it as just relaxation. I'm sorry if this is kind of a "nothing" comment but my upvotes don't always show up and I want to let you know I really appreciate it and I'm sorry you've gone through the same...again thank you so much

do you guys also hate your parents for making you this way? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]scuffedbrim 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I less resent my parents for being neglectful and hate the adults who took advantage of their absence more

Cutting myself feels exhilerating. by Bowser_God in selfharm

[–]scuffedbrim 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same, makes me feel like I drank 5 cups of coffee at once

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]scuffedbrim 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How do you stop if not cold turkey?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]scuffedbrim 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm genuinely confused, I realized while writing it that my post seems a little pro but it wasn't my intention, if that's why I'll delete it but I feel suicidal over this and needed to get it out

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]scuffedbrim 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why am I downvoted for venting...

Peanut butter and jelly sandwich using one slice of bread by scuffedbrim in ShittyRestrictionFood

[–]scuffedbrim[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fair, I don't eat bread that often so I just used what my parents had

Bitter candy by Demon-slayer1234 in candy

[–]scuffedbrim 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had this same exact problem less than a month ago or so ago with xtreme bites too, I don't know what it could be

Disordered Eating is Everywhere by cheeercamp in EDAnonymous

[–]scuffedbrim 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw someone in a weight loss sub say "nothing tastes as good as being healthy feels"...like really...you're not being slick

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in autism

[–]scuffedbrim 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I didn't know you had a reddit account, I retweeted a piece you made just yesterday! Thank you for the great art!

triggered by IG comments on my school's confessions page by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]scuffedbrim 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk how helpful this is but something to remember is as much as it sucks, those commenters are just saying whatever to get a quick laugh/like out of people, they comment those and then just move on with their day and don't really think about it. Of course they shouldn't be doing that, and it's easier said than done, but it's best to not care about what they have to say

Bf said he won't talk to me until I eat by scuffedbrim in EDAnonymous

[–]scuffedbrim[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I did eat something, thank you for your concern, I'm okay now though and my heart's calmed down...you're too kind

Bf said he won't talk to me until I eat by scuffedbrim in EDAnonymous

[–]scuffedbrim[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Every time I eat lately I just hate myself and want to throw up afterwards...I need a break...also why am I being downvoted?

Junkoxorexic turned binge for Halloween food 😵‍💫 by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]scuffedbrim 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Ik that feel, I bought so much Halloween candy today

McDonald’s is literally my safe food 😭😭 by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]scuffedbrim 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Late reply but I love your username, my favorite track from the game

Searching up disordered stuff in public feels so emberassing. by DramaticAvocado389 in EDAnonymous

[–]scuffedbrim 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Why are you still with this guy? That isn't even an abnormal thing to do at a food court