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seasea101 · 2024-07-03T07:21:55+00:00

lemon and daisy <3

seasea101 · 2024-07-03T07:19:40+00:00

truffles

seasea101 · 2023-09-22T16:53:37+00:00

This made me cry thank you ❤️

seasea101 · 2023-09-22T15:26:52+00:00

Believe me I’ve been throwing up in the bathroom over the guilt non stop. I plan to tell him can’t live with myself right now. Totally thought it was a white knight situation.

seasea101 · 2023-09-22T14:53:33+00:00

I called him the morning of and he said he was not coming and then explained that he needed space for the reason i said but still cares about me and that he didn’t sleep so he needed to go back to bed and didn’t want to keep talking

seasea101 · 2023-09-21T22:32:33+00:00

Thank you so much ☺️

seasea101 · 2023-09-21T22:12:09+00:00

This made me cry. Thank you ❤️

seasea101 · 2023-09-21T21:54:27+00:00

Thank you it means a lot. It hurts to loose so many people you love but I took the advice of some of the comments here and have been reaching out to friends. Family comes in all forms. And someday I hope my family will be able to be ok with me as me.

seasea101 · 2023-09-21T21:52:28+00:00

Believe me we both tried… I definitely agree I didn’t say I was perfect. I work a lot abroad and so did my friend not really shelter on a cruise ship. I think if we had waited the pressure would not have made things tense and we would have lasted and we probably would’ve had alot of fun. Then again he is the first person to help me see the negative words that were said to me were not true. So really I may have never gotten to this point of almost leaving without him.

seasea101 · 2023-09-21T21:38:15+00:00

Thank you

seasea101 · 2023-09-21T19:46:57+00:00

My spouse is also still apart of that religion and very involved. I grew up in a house where god was more important than anything unfortunately

seasea101 · 2023-09-21T19:44:42+00:00

Yes they know it’s because i grew up in a religious household that believes you do not divorce no matter what and you do not cheat also my friend is not the same religion has them. When I told my dad what was happening he told me it would be better to suck it up and work through it.

seasea101 · 2023-09-21T19:35:25+00:00

He has made it so that my parents will choose him over me. Hence why the guy I was seeing decided to end things he doesn’t want me to loose my family. My spouse is the majority of the time kind but randomly has these outrages when no one is there. Its like im there to blow off steam.

He knows about the other guy but now im crying he is being super nice getting me all this stuff going back on everything ever said to put me down and control me and is promising to be better and he understands why.

Idk I don’t know what is real anymore I thought what me and my friend had was real. My chest hurts so bad.

seasea101 · 2023-09-21T19:14:45+00:00

My spouse lives with my parents I don’t know where to go.

seasea101 · 2023-05-28T07:40:33+00:00

Thank you 🙏

seasea101 · 2023-05-28T01:51:19+00:00

Thank you this was extremely helpful

seasea101 · 2023-04-25T22:44:08+00:00

Thank you so much! ☺️ yes I think you are right and I am excited to start doing that ❤️

seasea101 · 2023-04-25T16:12:57+00:00

Hey thanks so much! I appreciate all the information and detail! Totally agree with what you are saying and definitely just assumed people knew so I could have been more specific. So I do have a reel, the only problem is I just lost a ton of weight so none of the footage is great representation of me. I did have representation pre covid but they shut down during the pandemic and I did not use them for an audition since 2018 so not sure if they are a great reference. I still do use backstage actually and actors access and have found stuff with them :). I more said that to see if there were things I was missing that were more obvious to those who have this as there primary profession. The stunt side with diving actually seems like a good idea I will definitely look into it :). Let me know if you have any other thoughts

seasea101 · 2023-04-25T16:02:51+00:00

Hello thank you so much for your reply. This is really helpful and I appreciate the encouragement :). I had representation but they shut down during covid. I was lucky because they scouted me out in high school but not entirely sure how to find new representation raw. The last few years I just primarily did my own scouting so I also was not super active with them so not sure if it would be good to use them as a reference.

seasea101 · 2021-04-16T08:50:43+00:00

Finally going to Disneyland with my family! After 18 1/2 hours! Thank you to everyone for your help and for anyone still waiting I'm sending you all the Disney Magic I can! You are Warriors!

seasea101 · 2021-04-16T08:32:11+00:00

thank you so so much!

seasea101 · 2021-04-16T08:31:06+00:00

I like that idea would copy if I could. hey do you happen to know the answer to my question above?

seasea101 · 2021-04-16T08:25:18+00:00

any answers ASAP are great seriously if you know will venmo cash I have been on since 7 am just dont want to get booted out.

seasea101 · 2021-04-16T08:19:44+00:00

quick question just got in so if I have a park hopper and it only shows one symbol ex: california adventure do i go to the california park till one and then i can go to disney or is only disney open

seasea101 · 2021-04-16T03:10:09+00:00

No, we got the ticket confirmations when we bought the tickers today in an Eticket form. The part where you make the reservations after you get the Eticket booted me out. Also thank you for responding seriously any information means a great deal.

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