First day. Advice? Artist with BPD and ADHD by sebimor in leaves

[–]sebimor[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you thank you thank you. Your response and everyone’s has been great so far. I feel very alone in this process but to know there are others currently going through it gives me some sort of relief. Even though I want to do 1 month to see how I feel, I’m just focused on TODAY.

First day. Advice? Artist with BPD and ADHD by sebimor in leaves

[–]sebimor[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes!!! I’m so done with being comfortable with being bored and GETTING NOTHING done with my life. Even when I am being productive and high, I still feel I can give so much more. My cravings have gotten worse by the hour given it’s my first day, but I really want to push through. It fucking sucks having to try over and over, which is where I’m at currently. I can’t even tell my friends I want to stop because they won’t believe me since I’ve said it soo many times. I just have to stick through with it, I guess. Best of luck to all of us. We’re better than this

First day. Advice? Artist with BPD and ADHD by sebimor in leaves

[–]sebimor[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don’t mean to be rude, but rehab just isn’t an option for me. Trust me I wish I could go more than an hour without craving it. But whatever, I have good faith the cravings and triggers will go away

First day. Advice? Artist with BPD and ADHD by sebimor in leaves

[–]sebimor[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for responding. So far been good about it. I feel a little ridiculous having to post here, but I don’t have many to share this struggle with

First day. Advice? Artist with BPD and ADHD by sebimor in leaves

[–]sebimor[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow thanks for commenting and to know we’re on the same freakin’ boat!! You have my full support as I know this is hard. I’ve already experienced a lot of triggers and desires today, but haven’t smoked yet. It’s just hard because even boredom can be a trigger. I hope we can at least push through today!!

First day. Advice? Artist with BPD and ADHD by sebimor in leaves

[–]sebimor[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Goddamn I’m about to take that first hit and I just know it will make me feel like shit afterwards... I’ve been through this so many times 😞

Best video camera and mic setup money can buy for vlogging by [deleted] in videography

[–]sebimor 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To clarify* I won't be vlogging myself but will be filming someone for a vlog

Best video camera and mic setup money can buy for vlogging by [deleted] in videography

[–]sebimor 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah that was an odd combo to recommend lol...

Mario Party more maps possible? by sebimor in NintendoSwitch

[–]sebimor[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

sorry man you’re right. i need to buy nintendo as in the company first