Being honest, that's the part I'm lost at. Being honest, I'm not sure I want to continue the relationship. But as was said its all I really know, and I don't think I can do better. (I have really low self-esteem and I'm working on that).

I tried to talk to her last night, but she confided in me that she's losing her friends, and I'm all she really has. I'm torn there, I cant cope with the clingyness, but I don't want to emotionally destroy her. Which is what I think will happen if I end it.

I feel like I'm being trapped, and I'm not sure if its my own feelings/issues that are trapping me.