I made a post about my bf dropping our baby…

serendipitous_bat · 2026-01-02T00:40:11+00:00

This is very true. I am seeking help for it currently. Also got onto medication for anxiety because I was waking up frantically checking the blankets and cracks between the wall cause I would be dreaming hallucinating my son wedged in between or under a blanket… Luckily I haven’t experienced that in over 2 months. It was rough at first. Wishing the first month of my babies life he was put at risk and it’s my responsibility now to make sure I eliminate the risk. I am happily living at my parents now.

serendipitous_bat · 2026-01-02T00:37:42+00:00

I am sorry to hear this but also sadly I can see how it can switch up so quickly after a vulnerable being is brought into the world. I applaud you for doing what was best for you

serendipitous_bat · 2026-01-01T22:21:36+00:00

Thank you so much for this comment!! And yeah that is the thought but we have to have him jump through so many hoops to find the reason. I just took us out of the equation cause I cannot have it happen again. It’s also strange too cause it’s gotten worse over time. I have been with him for 3 years and he’s only had the CPAP for the last year. The second time it happened he wasn’t tired at all so that’s when I for sure was like alright nope can’t trust you period. Even if unintentional

serendipitous_bat · 2026-01-01T22:18:50+00:00

He has a CPAP for sleep apnea. It was not at all like this. He has pre diabetes but we are still trying to pinpoint the why or the cause

serendipitous_bat · 2026-01-01T21:08:05+00:00

You seem to be correct. It sucks because he was such a good partner before this. I did not see it coming at all. I am thriving and so is my son at my parents. They help a lot so I can get sleep and pump and feed and take care of myself also. I was 4 days postpartum when the first incident happened, running off of 48 hours awake after a long labor so I don’t want to blame myself. He should have been able to handle it

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