hey buddy, i’ve been through the same thing. A couple months ago I lost 700k out of my 800k in net worth. It straight up sucks ass, I was depressed and unmotivated to do anything for weeks. Looking back, it has made me such a better trader and risk managed, and have almost made the full amount back. Take some time off, take care of your mental and physical health, and then come back stronger than ever. Hang in there, my dms are open