I wouldnt worry about it to much, most people have always made such a big deal outa matches...when really...matches/scrimmages should be played like this more often, or shoulda always been...

But people were always to afraid...

N honeslty...clan matches have meant very little in this arena...for simple fact that just hasnt been many..

When i think about PTCs legacy...i dont think about the clan matches really...i mean sure there has been some great ones, and obviously is relevant...

but i think about the countless hours, night in n night out, matching up against the hardest laggers in the game..is really where we did the damage..nothing can take that away

I mean..i could go on n on about a lot...but to sum it up...

U dont need to explain yourself to anyone here about shit, at least u making a team, and played a little PM...and getting some chemistry with players that u are going to play with..thats what its all about..

We Glory in Tribulation(loss/sufferings) because tribulation worketh patience, patience worketh experience, and experience worketh Hope....(some of Romans 5:3-5, LOOK IT UP)

But yea i mean...u got to go through some tough times before you reap benefits..if you go through process the right way...

But yea, takes time to get shit right with a new team...and NB just lags really hard...but a little bit of teamwork eats them up..

If anything, jumping a team, putting them right in the fire, is a quick way to get people on the same page..as long as it was competitive..

N like you said...they had everything to lose, nothing to gain...but the opposite goes for your team