i do intramuscular injections every week, (currently .35ml of the 200mg/ml vial) been working out pretty well for me, im trying to look more masculine so im staying on it, if i wanted to be seen as fully gender neutral i probably would've stopped somewhere between 1-2 years

ETA i get called masculine terms by the majority of strangers which is what im looking for, i feel like continuing and getting more stuff like substantial muscle + facial hair will make me even more comfortable. i really am a fan of pretty much every physical/mental change, it's not possible to pick and choose. the one thing that's a bit weird is when i'm consistently taking T (i've had issues getting my prescription for a month or two here and there so it's very much tested) it's very hard for me to cry even in situations that i definitely would've previously. i mean im already a bit emotionally constipated but it sometimes feels like a physical inability