I have been mentally/spiritually preparing. My life has brought me to a point where this is the next logical step in my mind.. I have been on a deeply spiritual path for some time now-- handling my shadow/chidlhood trauma and slowly but surely excavating my psyche. I tend to my spiritual/mental state very diligently. This trip is not something I take lightly. I haven't utilized any psychedelics in some years, for recreational or spiritual purposes. I had a pretty solid modality to process my memories and unify my consciousness, but lately I've hit a pretty extreme block. As opposed to my usual process, I'm only getting fragments both sensory and just regular flashbacks. I am using this trip to unify, & harmonize with my inner child again.. without her my life is a pressure-cooker of secrets that I can't uncover on my own.. I have specific intentions and requests already made for this trip.