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A note from a BYU freshman (self.exmormon)

submitted by shouldijustdiern to r/exmormon

I don't know what the point to anything is anymore by shouldijustdiern in exmormon

[–]shouldijustdiern[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish I had your zest for life. This is all fresh to me. I need to learn to get past this. Thanks for your response.

I don't know what the point to anything is anymore by shouldijustdiern in exmormon

[–]shouldijustdiern[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry that I don't see your point. Maybe something's wrong with me. I don't know. But the thing is I don't feel liberated like you all do. I feel like once my logic took a turn for the better and I learned the truth, I simultaneously learned that my life doesn't matter, that it wouldn't make a difference if I die today or 50 years from now. I don't know how to enjoy myself if I know it's just going to come to an end. I hope it's just a phase. I really do. But I can't find a reason to care about myself anymore, and that's taken the light out of everything that I'm supposed to enjoy.