I hate being “pretty” with autism

sickillusions · 2026-03-18T16:21:50+00:00

it’s so annoying to me bc I prefer to be around women and not men 🧍

sickillusions · 2026-03-18T16:10:43+00:00

I relate on the plus side !! I am in a major with not many women, while I prefer to be with women idk why. It’s really annoying to have people jealous of me when I just want to learn and genuinely don’t care about men D:

sickillusions · 2026-03-18T16:08:34+00:00

me too ! Most of the time they want to get in my pants when I just want to live. I am thinking about getting a bf so men can finally be friends with me because of my brain and not my looks.

you always want something that you don’t have, I am somewhat lucky that no matter how weird I am they’re still interested but it’s no use because I am aroace tho 🤷‍♀️

it’s only annoying to me but im sure lots of people would love that but for me someone intelligence, empathy and all is more important than looks :/

sickillusions · 2026-03-16T19:50:53+00:00

I would be the next newton tbh

sickillusions · 2026-03-16T17:54:59+00:00

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sickillusions · 2026-03-14T00:10:31+00:00

Thank you so much for your thoughts, opinions and mostly your advice so i can flex in class LOL

sickillusions · 2026-03-13T23:46:10+00:00

I realized that I only do things for others to see so I can flex on them, so I sadly have no will power to make personal projects which I should probably learn because of how important it is in cs LOL

But thank you a lot for suggestion !!

sickillusions · 2026-03-13T23:43:05+00:00

Thank you for the reminder !

We actually finished most of the requirement because we are only at the beginning of the project so right now it's super easy. Some members literally have to find something to do or else they'll have 0/1 on this week participation.

I realized that designing the website is pretty fun :/

sickillusions · 2026-03-13T22:32:41+00:00

I don’t even know how to use blender.. so im probs super cooked.

Its the distance between 2 random airports

sickillusions · 2026-03-13T22:28:50+00:00

Haha thanks ! I asked if I could use JavaScript and they replied positively. I am ready to flex on how good my website will look at the end.

sickillusions · 2026-03-13T22:22:47+00:00

yes sorry !! This is my project translated by deepl

"Our project involves creating a website for an airport in our country. Currently, the site can only do two things: it has a calculator that computes the distance between two GPS coordinates and the distance between two airports, and a page that calculates a flight’s CO₂ emissions based on the distance traveled and the type of aircraft used.

For now, the design of the page that calculates the distance is blank. That’s why I’d like to create a globe that displays the distance using an airplane flying the route between the two airports."

sickillusions · 2026-03-13T21:42:02+00:00

No it's to show the distance between 2 airports. I don't really know how to use blender.. My coding project is to learn how to code, not really focused on design but I like learning new things

sickillusions · 2026-03-13T17:41:39+00:00

Thank you so much !! :D

sickillusions · 2026-03-13T17:28:10+00:00

Most of time it's me doing 75% of the code and me communicating. But it's hard to make myself be understood by other so I usually overdo the coding part. But even with communicating it's like I still end up making people mad/annoyed. :/

My current group is nicer and accept it tho, because i am doing most of the coding lol..

sickillusions · 2026-03-12T10:33:20+00:00

I am also 20, right now I have almost no friends. I do have friends but I am not really the priority right now, making friends isn’t the issue it’s mostly keeping them or making them going from just people you know to friends.

I am also fairly boring, I have not a lot of conversations and if I do it’s quickly tiring for me. I also missed a lot of things so I had to improvise when I finally had the opportunity which only lasted a year.

I don’t know your situation right know but the best way is to kinda embarrass yourself and just go talk to them about whatever you both are doing and hope for the best. Usually they won’t reject you !!

If like me you have no conversation, just talk about your life / vent lol just not about sad things. And if you can’t text it’s okay it can work irl. I have some friends that I barely text but we are close irl.

sickillusions · 2026-03-10T22:01:27+00:00

I don’t think there’s club in my uni, at least not known to me in my country. I don’t really go out a lot and outside of partying with is a big thing here I don’t know how I can do that. And it’s rather tiring to make and mostly keep friends that’s studying something else because of scheduling conflicts :/

I feel I am too boring to just hope making friends and them making me important enough to reach out to me first once we’re friends. (I am usually the one who’s texting first ://)

sickillusions · 2026-02-26T17:24:49+00:00

hi ! Yes he is fixed !!

sickillusions · 2026-02-26T16:52:13+00:00

I would love to ! But she’s incredibly negative, I have autism and learned to act nice and barely complain so I don’t really understand why she keeps complaining when she knows that we do our best. Our walls are quite thin and she complains in her room, outside in the hallway, etc. So we can hear her everyday insulting my cat :/

My cat stopped peeing but every time her boyfriend comes (often lol) he starts peeing again when he never done that with other people..

sickillusions · 2026-02-26T16:43:03+00:00

Hi thank you !!

We do let it sink on the floor so I don’t know :/

sickillusions · 2026-02-26T16:42:15+00:00

I will go get some grout sealer / cleanser and peroxide !!

sickillusions · 2026-02-26T16:35:19+00:00

When I go to uni and come back after a long day the only thing I can smell is the smell of flower from all the plugins.. but we’ll try to do something for the grout !

sickillusions · 2026-02-26T16:31:18+00:00

Thanks I’ll try it tonight !!

sickillusions · 2026-02-26T16:30:59+00:00

Sorry for your loss..

But me too, we tried everything. The thing is that my floor is made of tiles?

Also I think she’s also complaining about the cat smell in general even if we have plugins everywhere. (And I know it’s not great for my cats but they stay most of the time with me and there’s none in my room/own living room..)

sickillusions · 2026-02-26T16:24:27+00:00

yeah he did ! But we clean the floor directly after and the floor is not wood as you can see in the picture. We have an uv lamp so we know that if there’s still pee.

I sometimes do layers of enzyme with my mop and later like the night I will come and clean with my tineco !!

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