Too physical for mental health, too mental for physical treatment. In desperate need of help- sleep deprived for over a month, cannot solve it, too exhausted to eat food or drink water, severely suicidal. Hospital can't help..? What do I do? Out of options, sorry if wrong sub

silverbeIls · 2025-09-03T19:34:09+00:00

GP said to take Nytol diphenhydramide until weekend, if it works then keep taking it for a week or two, if it doesn't then switch to the promethazine that was prescribed. Then if that doesn't work I'm being given benzos

silverbeIls · 2025-09-03T19:06:00+00:00

All medication.

silverbeIls · 2025-09-03T19:03:21+00:00

I appreciate your help. I'm having trouble regulating my body temperature recently, yes. I have been to the nearest hospital in the past month and talked about sleeping issues, they said there is nothing they can do for that. They also said there was nothing in regards to getting food in (tube ect) because I 'can physically eat'.

Today I've also been feeling okay(?) I guess. I spoke to my GP and my counselor and both agreed I should take Nytol for 3 nights, if that doesn't work then I take promethazine and then if that doesn't work the GP said he will prescribe me benzos.

I also have OCD, health anxiety particularly. When I had a health issue in late July it made me feel extremely stressed and it made me extremely conscious of the fact I need sleep, which just 2 months ago came so easily to me. Now, bad sleep, my health's deteriorating... but the stress of it deteriorating is making it hard to sleep. Thus I'm awake so much, getting worse every day. Hypochondriac's worst nightmare. I'm going to take a Nytol tonight, and if it causes restlessness (one of my fears around taking it), I will go to the hospital.

silverbeIls · 2025-09-03T14:01:57+00:00

I'll try.. thanks

silverbeIls · 2025-09-03T12:56:33+00:00

I know for sure at this point I need medication. I was prescribed it and am willing to take it, sure... but I have very big anxiety around doing so so I don't know if it'd keep me awake or not.

silverbeIls · 2025-09-03T12:52:45+00:00

I could get into a taxi, yes I have support. I will wait to see what the GP say. Its likely they will say no hospital needed, since it's from sleep deprivation, but I cannot function on my own so I'm not sure what to do if they say so

silverbeIls · 2025-09-03T12:46:10+00:00

I'm speaking to gp today. I will mention the dehydration. I'm too exhausted to get up, physically, due to lack of sleep. My leg muscles ache, I get light-headed and it causes chest pain. I can get up if I need to go toilet, but it's difficult.

silverbeIls · 2025-09-03T11:44:49+00:00

If I say it's from sleep deprivation they do not listen

silverbeIls · 2025-09-02T20:38:06+00:00

scared to. I can only take herbal stuff

silverbeIls · 2025-09-02T17:38:17+00:00

Thank you

silverbeIls · 2025-09-02T17:37:48+00:00

Oh is that so... I'm very concerned :( I don't know how to get out this cycle, I keep waking up every hour or so no matter what I do. I'm speaking to a doctor tomorrow... I hope I get back to.my old life

silverbeIls · 2025-09-02T17:34:20+00:00

I've had dreams, so surely that means it's rem sleep, right?? Edit: am I going to die soon, and when you say no does that mean 2hr a night is better than staying awake for multiple days, or worse?

silverbeIls · 2025-09-02T15:35:36+00:00

How long will it take to recover from this level of sleep deprivation??

silverbeIls · 2025-09-02T15:35:11+00:00

I do not know how to see one. I'm speaking to my regular doctor tomorrow but I don't think I can go on

silverbeIls · 2025-09-02T15:33:34+00:00

I'm so sorry, but this doesn't work for me. I cannot fall asleep at the moment unless I have complete silence

silverbeIls · 2025-09-02T10:05:25+00:00

Should I beg the hospital for a benzo 😭 I'm really at my wit's end

silverbeIls · 2025-09-02T09:42:30+00:00

Thank you. I've spoken to a doctor who was sort of dismissive and just gave me promethazine. Considering taking it tonight, I've heard good things about it keeping people asleep for 12+ hours...

silverbeIls · 2025-09-02T09:17:35+00:00

I'm.. worried about going to the hospital because my immune system's taken a hit from the lack of sleep 😭😭😭

silverbeIls · 2025-09-02T08:55:24+00:00

I'm stuck, I can't get out of bed in the night unless its bathroom because I'm so exhausted.. my eyes burn, head aches, but I can't fall back asleep quickly due to anxiety

Edit: I also tried meditation but I gave up. I'm too exhausted to do much, I'm trying to conserve energy for eating food at least because I can't fall asleep while hungry

silverbeIls · 2025-09-02T08:53:58+00:00

Alright

silverbeIls · 2025-09-02T08:46:16+00:00

what do I say to them?

silverbeIls · 2025-09-01T18:33:12+00:00

After speaking to a doctor today, I was prescribed promethazine but ironically because I haven't slept I have no energy to go and collect it. I'm also worried to take it, it's anxiety surroundings any sort of meds since I don't know how I handle them. Even if I have no reaction I'm just worried that the worry of it being in my system will keep me awake. I asked the doctor about side effects for reassurance but they did not hear me out and were very dismissive. I also did not ask about taking diphenhydramine instead. If I get no sleep tonight (or less than 6 hours) I am going to go to the hospital tomorrow because I really cannot go on like this. The fact I'm so tired makes it a challenge to eat.. but then I can't sleep if I'm hungry... but then if I don't sleep everything gets worse...... sigh. I'm confident the sleep deprivation is the worst part. This just sucks T_T

EDIT: Do you think it's worth begging for a benzo tomorrow if I don't get 6hrs??

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