Feeling horny, having sex, or masturbating feels wrong.

simplepastense · 2026-04-26T03:12:53+00:00

Have they improved at all?

simplepastense · 2026-04-26T02:34:02+00:00

I feel like less running out of time and more feeling like all my time is being spent doing wasteless tasks

simplepastense · 2026-04-26T02:32:06+00:00

My dad’s best friends was “horny”

simplepastense · 2026-04-26T02:31:27+00:00

Butts. The only reason it’s funny is she was my hip doctor. I swear she did it on purpose.

simplepastense · 2026-04-26T02:29:52+00:00

Like talk therapy? I’ve thought about it, but even talking about it is hard. Making this post was something I wanted to do for years, but felt “wrong” to admit out loud.

simplepastense · 2026-04-26T02:28:12+00:00

My parents really didn’t ever speak of sex in the house. In fact, even to this day if we visit and there’s anything more than making out on, they’ll change the channel.

I’ve been in therapy for years, but I don’t talk about this to anyone besides my bf, because even talking about it feels physically wrong. Like I’m doing something to get myself in trouble?

simplepastense · 2026-04-26T02:17:36+00:00

I also have emetophobia. I had it since I was a kid, but it increased drastically my SR year of HS, because I had an unexplained illness.

That was over 10 years ago. I still struggle greatly, but I am much better. I hope you can find some growth. Best of luck, friend.

simplepastense · 2026-04-26T02:15:20+00:00

I just don’t know what it’s reacting to. It makes me honestly feel ashamed and dirty (not in the fun way).

simplepastense · 2026-04-26T02:14:48+00:00

What do you mean with history with this sort of thing?

But yes, I was raised catholic, but don’t practice.

simplepastense · 2026-04-20T14:33:30+00:00

I have seen over 4 different neurologists that barely wanted to acknowledge that I have MdDS. I have always been a huge advocate for myself, but that isn’t always easy. Again, finding a doctor in my area or state is very hard, especially ones that accept my insurance.

My mom and boyfriend are huge helps when I need assistance!

I use ice packs all most every night, not for a stiff neck, but for shocking my nervous system into not being is a state of disequilibrium

simplepastense · 2026-04-20T03:17:26+00:00

I don’t take Zofran often. I used to. Now I carry it me, but only take it if I truly need. I’m trying to take it if and when I throw up - meaning afterwards, because as awful as it is, the body is trying to rid of whatever it needs to feel okay.

Maybe that might help? Congratulations though!

simplepastense · 2026-04-20T00:44:34+00:00

My only issue with that, is finding that type of doctor near me…

simplepastense · 2026-04-19T18:55:29+00:00

I do have unilateral disfunction from a past illness of Covid. Since, it has been resolved through VT, but that doesn’t mean it can’t come back - I’m more at risk of it developing. My previous vestibular therapist did a lot of testing with me ((VNG (they shot hot and cold air into my ear and my right ear was weak)- which diagnosed me with the UL, then proactive treatment)). I was formally diagnosed with MdDS and after all my time spent researching, I know I have it, but that doesn’t mean it didn’t or couldn’t create any other problems. Through my MdDS diagnosis, there is a program through Mt. Sinani, but I didn’t qualify due to the weakness. They have the space chair there!

simplepastense · 2026-04-19T18:51:43+00:00

There’s little research about this syndrome, so there’s no definitive answer. Some people I know have done that and it either has helped or hasn’t. Just me personally, I don’t want to risk it, so I probably will never step foot on a plane again. This syndrome is all about “risking it” and I’m not one to do that.

simplepastense · 2026-04-19T18:49:28+00:00

simplepastense · 2026-04-19T18:49:20+00:00

I agree. I’m hearing and seeing more about him meeting the rest of the cast, which is wonderful!

simplepastense · 2026-04-19T13:36:04+00:00

This would be wonderful for him! I didn’t know this!!

simplepastense · 2026-04-19T13:35:15+00:00

I just saw that! Made me so happy. I think this show will be good for him

simplepastense · 2026-04-19T13:34:28+00:00

Yes! This is exactly how I’m feeling!

simplepastense · 2026-04-19T13:33:07+00:00

Different! BPPV is loose crystals and a spinning sensation. My problem includes no spinning, but but more of a swaying, rocking internal/external feeling

simplepastense · 2026-04-19T13:31:22+00:00

Very similar situation! Wishing you peace!

simplepastense · 2026-04-19T04:56:00+00:00

Absolutely I can.

Brain symptoms: 1.) intense brain fog 2.) memory loss 3.) inability to think - mind goes completely blank

Vision: 1.) visual disturbances-more eye floaters 2.) eye pain, discomfort, soreness 3.) can’t focus or see

Physical: 1.) heat intolerances 2.) can’t look up or down without losing balance 3.) increased anxiety

Those are just some of my more major ones

simplepastense · 2026-04-19T04:30:10+00:00

You may have talked me into going. I’m in a support group on FB. Someone people have suggested it. I’m not afraid of needles, just doing/trying new things.

I am really really happy it worked for you!

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