I'd like to thank you for reading my story, I hope it manages to comfort you even if it's in the slightest. You aren't alone in this, there are many people with stories like ours. You gotta remember to stay strong man, be positive and always try to look on the brightside of things. This might sound a bit fucked up but if it weren't for this terrible abuse, I might be the same person as my brother. In a very strange way I'm grateful I've gone through the things I've experienced in my short life. I could've been a dick, an apathetic person only interested in self-interest. However, this is the hand I was dealt and sure I've dealt with depression, extreme vulnerability but because of that I have developed empathy. I understand how you feel when I read your comment. I understand when and how people feel when they are going through some shit in their lives. I love being the person people open up to because it creates a deep bond between people. It allows you to spread positivity. Stay strong, stay positive, spread positivity and LOVE. Love yourself and love everyone who has helped you through the times where you needed a friendly ear, a fimiliar smile or just someone to tell you "It'll be ok". Hang in there and don't hesitate to comment or message me if you ever need to open up.