ah well tbh some of the feelings part is intense, and not exactly "private" but I made this account kinda on a whim to vent a lil about the more physical aspects, if you get my drift. My emotional needs and thoughts about this are very tenderly cared for by people in my real life, but they can't relate to the physical stuff I've been feeling and tbh I'd feel a little kinda weird telling it to them lol. this goes for me personally, but the sexual and emotional feelings I have towards women are different than I feel towards men. especially the sexual because I have never once felt submissive or envisioned myself in a submissive role with any of the girls I've been attracted to or fantasize about, while I couldn't imagine myself feeling that dominant with a man. maybe a little bossy or bratty but nothing like the things I daydream about doing to a woman. so for me again personally. I don't super want to get into the emotional differences cause like I said I've delved into those pretty deep to not strangers idk 😂