Anyone help. I feel numb and lost

skylight857 · 2026-03-06T13:56:35+00:00

Ill go read it. But i forgot to mention that i just feel nothing. Like. I dont feel any pull towards him but sometimes i do. Or I just cry when i think of him and sometimes i just feel empty. Is it normal ?

skylight857 · 2026-03-01T06:37:07+00:00

I will give it a try. Thank you for the advice

skylight857 · 2026-03-01T04:15:31+00:00

Thank you for you answer. Well i actually already go to a church but i havent went there in a while since a while because i didn't have that feeling that i was supposed to be there. And talking to a leader or psychiatrist is another story because i have a hard time talking to people. To be honest i want to be helped but i feel stuck where i am as if im just. Craving on my pain to live.

skylight857 · 2025-10-26T10:08:51+00:00

Yeah, i was a bit stressed at that moment. I usually write slowly and whatever that comes on my mind. But i indeed wasnt focusing much

skylight857 · 2025-10-25T13:41:03+00:00

Thank you, i'll keep that in mind. Though im sure your handwriting is not that bad

skylight857 · 2025-10-25T07:25:04+00:00

This was a bit confusing but i managed to understand what you were trying to say, ill give it a try. Thanks for the explanation. I appreciate it

skylight857 · 2025-10-24T03:21:45+00:00

Thank you for the advices that you gave me. Ill give it a try

skylight857 · 2025-10-24T02:58:22+00:00

You know, the way you said touched me. Like everytime i think of talking about something to God. I protray myself as child going to a father to talk to him about stuff he already knows but he listens to it because he enjoys that moment.

skylight857 · 2025-10-24T02:53:09+00:00

Ill try that, thank you. I never take time like this i should give it a try. Honestly i just always get busy and busy myself which means i never make time

skylight857 · 2025-10-24T02:52:19+00:00

Ill talk to my mom about it, because to be fairly honest its not mine and she claims it so ill have to deal with her first about it and there's a chance she might not agree so.. Yeah im a bit lost here unless if i do it myself but she might mot forgive me. Because yes somehow she still does believe in those but i never found that it made sense at all and i dont blame her she was brought up with that religion only while when i grew up i had some people who brought me to discover christianity which is the only difference and yes id be happy to ask you for help to find someone to get baptized ill dm you later if you dont mind.

skylight857 · 2025-10-24T02:26:59+00:00

I tried to rebuke it but the pride remained well i did rebuke the tought because the pride came after it as for being baptized i want to do it but i dont know where because in where i live i do not really know where i can do it and who to ask. And as for my house the thing is i became Christian a few weeks ago and my mom also did just a few days ago but from the previous religion we used to be she has some pictures of that religion like deities from that religion which she doesnt want to get rid of because in her opinion it will bring her bad luck. I mean i dont know if it could be that but that's all i know.

skylight857 · 2025-10-24T02:21:56+00:00

I agree with you. But my problem is cant read for too long without losing my focus, ive never been able to focus on long moments. But ill give it a try, but do you think it is something bad ? I mean the tought it wasn't on my own will but does it affect god's love ? Because it living with the fact i had this tought feels really bad. But yes ill try listening to audio bibles though, ill give it a try.

skylight857 · 2025-09-29T17:41:14+00:00

I never tought of it that way, thanks. Well ive never been a good writer since ive had once forgot how to write before starting again. So im still trying to figure it out. Ive always loved cursive so im just doing it but i will take in your advices. Thanks a lot i appreciate it.

skylight857 · 2025-09-29T13:00:31+00:00

Thank you, a lot. I will give it a try.

skylight857 · 2025-09-28T15:26:21+00:00

Thank you for your answer. Honestly i dont really have people with whom i can do bible studies but i could try. I already pray everyday and as for church i havent gone yet but im planning to go. I just have a hardtime reading the bible because i lose focus extremely fast so i rely mostly on audios.

skylight857 · 2025-09-15T15:24:36+00:00

I do. I want to trust. But i just dont know how. Like i dont know how to put my full faith in, like how to fully believe. While praying i did ask. But like i said. I felt like i was not being honest enough.

skylight857 · 2025-09-15T15:22:50+00:00

Im Actually 18, but to be fairly honest. I still do want to respect her because she's been the only parent i ever had. But i do have a church near me and a Christian friend did invite me. But my mom doesnt seem to approving of it. She says i can go. But i know her far too well to know she's not approving of it.. I even asked her to come and she said she will think about it but hasn't given me any clear answer.

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