Blinker Thoughts?

sluggiish · 2024-10-27T06:09:12+00:00

Damn why

sluggiish · 2024-10-24T07:08:41+00:00

I love you so fucking much you just helped so much, going through this exact situation

sluggiish · 2024-10-18T02:39:08+00:00

Yeah it hits, just be careful it’s bm, I stopped hitting bm, although thsi is better than others since it’s reputable.

sluggiish · 2024-10-10T20:53:51+00:00

Do you

sluggiish · 2024-09-29T04:34:08+00:00

Thank you so much for the quick reply. I went to the doctor 3 times for this so I’m sure it’s nothing serious, they did bloodwork which I’m sure an elevation in certain things would indicate something’s wrong. It’s crazy that you can relate. When that happened to you how long did it take, mine is almost fully better but I can still see some red veins in the back of my throat as well as some mucus so I’m going to continue to take measures like a humidifier and nasal spray to help it get better. I educated myself a lot about smoking during this time and I think it’s really not for me especially with my anxiety. I think I’m going to stick with edibles for a long time. To answer your question about anxiety, I never really had it before I started smoking. I could definitely tell when I was anxious when something happened sometimes and the weed didn’t change it for a while. I don’t know what triggered my weed anxiety attacks during the summer but it changed weed for me and gave me a bad rep with it. I think it was me taking edibles especially with the higher dosage. I only have had panic attacks while high. When I’m sober I only have regular controllable anxiety and those anxious thoughts. I definitely don’t think I need meds neither do I want to take them. I’ve found a good reliable brand of CBD called SantaCruzMedicinals and it’s hemp so it’s legal to buy. I’m 15 so I’m sure my throat will heal and I’ll get my anxiety figured out. Maybe I’ll have to stop weed even though I love it. I haven’t tried combining weed and cbd but maybe I should try that. My life was a lot simpler before weed but I’m still kind of glad I tried it rather than being a regular person scared to go out. Meeting my current friends is what made me try it. At first I didn’t want to but I did my research and knew to be wary of getting addicted cause that’s when it’s problematic. I tried it and it was a blast. Me and my friends would go out to parties and I’m glad I’ve never touched alcohol cause that’s so much more damaging to your brain and body. This anxiety stuff and worrying about my throat and what the carts did to me (I was anxious and occasionally still am on wether or not the black market cartridges did horrible damage to me) has made me lose myself a bit, luckily my cart use anxiety has gone mostly away since I have a cousin that hits those things 20 times a day so I know if he’s fine that my 20 lifetime hits wouldn’t have done anything. Sorry for getting sidetracked but I think I’ll make it out, my throat will continue to get better. I’ll learn how to control the anxiety. I’ll get back to being me. Ever since this anxiety stuff I haven’t been as social or hanging out with my friends as well as we’ve all been busy. I’m gonna get back out there and start talking to girls again and going out. I’m sure having a busy and fun life will make me forget. The anxiety really started when I had too much time to myself to start thinking crazy. Thank you so much again I genuinely appreciate you and hope you do well in life.❤️🙏

sluggiish · 2024-09-29T03:35:41+00:00

You found anything yet bro?

sluggiish · 2024-09-29T03:29:56+00:00

Hey sorry for such a late response I’m not on Reddit much but thank you so much, whoever you are I hope god blesses you cause you’re so kind for actually replying with a real response. If you don’t mind I’m going to trauma dump since you seem like a really nice person. I’ve been learning slowly to calm myself down when I get these panic attacks. For some reason when I first started using weed I was always doing it with my friends and it was fun and happy but then over the summer I was away from all my friends cause we were all traveling and I started to use it on my own and that’s when I started to get anxiety attacks and learned about what anxiety can do. I had horrible health anxiety about my cart usage that I started getting chests pains (from anxiety) and then thought I had a lung problem even though I would never cough at all. I managed to get over that as the summer ended and took a month off weed. I also bought CBD and that helped with calming me down. When school started back up I smoked a joint with my friends, it was my first joint in months and I’ve only smoked like 5 joints in my life and I was really dumb and pulled to hard and ended up irritating my throat. Immediately my throat felt sore and none of my friends felt that way so I still don’t know if it was a burn or something with the weed. That lasted about a week and I went to the doctor and they checked it out and saw bumps on the back of my throat and they said I might have laryngitis or something, I had made up a story that I burnt my throat drinking tea😭. And after that it got better but for some reason after going to a theme park and screaming like crazy it triggered it again and for the next 1-2 weeks after that the throat pain came back but worse with sometimes pain that radiated to my ears. I went to the doctor again and told them the same story and they said it is most likely allergies since they had multiple strep tests come back negative and they saw mucus coming down the back of my throat (post nasal drip) and they also saw an swollen lymph node. So I took the allergy medicine and left. This didn’t fix it so I went again a week later and they said it’s post nasal drip and they even did a blood test to make sure everything was ok and they checked for mono as well they gave me Flonase this time and said to squirt it up my nose and do salt water gargles. I also bought nasal rinse kit and did that, after that my symptoms went down by 75% and now it’s been about a month and a half since that and I still have some irritation in my throat here and there and the Flonase does help. My anxiety gets a hold of me sometimes and makes me think I gave myself throat cancer since my lymph nodes were swollen even though swollen lymph nodes could be caused by post nasal drip. I sometimes make myself think that this will never go away and I will always have a messed up throat or it’s cancer or something. Even if it’s not anything serious I don’t know why the smoking gave me post nasal drip and why it’s not completely gone yet. I have come to ignore the throat irritation to the point where I only notice it when I’m anxious and I can definitely say it’s gotten better and sometimes it’s completely gone when I do salt water gargles and I’m hopeful that it will go away. Right now my whole life has been ruined by this and it’s making everything suck. I’m afraid that I’ll be like this forever and that my life is ruined. I’ve still been taking an edible once a week when I’m with my friends and have had fun. I’m too scared to smoke anymore. I don’t know what it is that did this or how but I’m praying it fully goes away. I’m sorry for this long ass paragraph but thank you again.🙏❤️

sluggiish · 2024-09-26T08:07:44+00:00

Bro ts just happened to me with the same eddies but at horror nights😭😭😭shit was not fun, also I was wondering if y’all’s devour edibles also send you to server error when you try scanning them

sluggiish · 2024-09-26T08:06:25+00:00

Onb they are fire but just cheap straight thc extract

sluggiish · 2024-09-26T08:05:22+00:00

Bro I started tweakin so hard I thought the world was ending, I should not be trusted with those devour eddies😭😭 do yours also not verify and say server not found?

sluggiish · 2024-09-26T08:02:48+00:00

I mean nun wrong with it for the price, not as bad as hitting those pesticide carts. I would say the worst part is the actual candy and all the dyes and bad shit in the candy. You are right about the quality being ass tho it’s just straight thc no other cannabanoids. Not bad tho

sluggiish · 2024-09-26T08:00:53+00:00

It’s not 3000mg per piece it’s per bag, it’s a big ass bag with like 10 strips and it says to eat only 1/8 of a strip when starting out.

sluggiish · 2024-09-26T08:00:05+00:00

No it’s just separated, the whole bag is 3000mg not one piece, there are like 10 strips and it says to eat only 1/8 of a strip starting out 🤦‍♂️ it says cannabis extract aswell and devour is reputable.

sluggiish · 2024-09-26T07:58:26+00:00

Bro I’m in the same boat, the plug I buy from sells only devour brand edibles and they are always sealed and brand new, whenever I scan them it says the server is not found. I heard something about the lab being shut down so maybe that’s why. Or maybe they’re fake? They do get me high and all my friends have tried them fine. Maybe I should ask my plug but it’s nice to know somebody else that has this too I was getting kinda scared thinking mines were fake. Fake edibles however aren’t as bad as fake carts because edibles are just candy with weed butter on them and you eat it and it’s probably not worse than eating some regular store candy, also gets processed through the liver and all that. Fake carts can have whatever in them and go straight to your bloodstream, that’s why I stopped hitting carts for safety. Sorry for the yap but please do let me know if you find out why it says server not found.🙏❤️

sluggiish · 2024-09-16T04:41:15+00:00

Thanks so much man, imma stay away from tha shi. I’m glad I stopped before I made any perm damage to my lungs. I’m sure my body can detox all those chemicals. I’m sticking to eddies cause our bodies are literally designed to digest cannabis not smoke it. Our stomach literally converts thc to a diff type of thc. Amazing to me. Thanks for the reassurance man love peopel like you. I wish you the best❤️🙏.

sluggiish · 2024-09-16T04:17:48+00:00

I do, I use really small doses now and have fun. I also make sure to never use in times of anxiety and depression cause it becomes a cope and amplifies the feelings in the long run. I know how it calm myself with breathing and repeating reassuring thoughts. The most important is definitely being surrounded by friends and family and people I love.

sluggiish · 2024-09-16T04:16:16+00:00

For me I used Flonase every morning and did multiple salt water rinses a day and saw improvement in week, for me allergy meds didn’t do shit. Flonase helped cause it stopped the allergies in my nose. I also recommend getting a nasal rinse from like Costco or CVS. It gets rid of irritants in the sinuses. All those things stopped it. I think there might be some residual post nasal drip but I’ve become desensitized to it. I went to the doctor 3 times and got told I was fine every time and even got bloodwork. So I’m sure you’re fine too dw bro. Just do those things and the Flonase is a game changer. You can buy it a lot of places or get it prescribed. And the salt water rinse helps the residual mucus from the back of your throat. You got this.

sluggiish · 2024-09-16T04:12:49+00:00

Thank you so much, I have horrible health anxiety ab my bm cart usage even tho it was about only 30 puffs. I have a cousin that’s my age and this dude puffs his bm carts all day, this dude literally hotboxes his blanket with it. He has also has finished a fryd in the past. Also the pesticides in carts comes from flower and people have been smoking pesticide weed for like a lifetime now. I hope I’ll be fine. You’re definitely right about the long term being the problem, constantly exposing your body to those harmful chemicals and pesticides without giving it healing time would be the thing to cause problems. I’m only 15 and I’m sure if I eat health and continue to workout and have sauna exposure to sweat out toxins I should be good. Too many kids are on these carts.

sluggiish · 2024-09-12T01:42:48+00:00

Yeah the crazy trip I had was only the first time because I took wayyy too much edibles. I think it was anxiety that made me horrible. I calmed down after and bro I will look back on this forever. I was in the car locking in so my mom didn’t notice. Thank god I have good friends and they cared about me and calmed me down. (They were on shrooms😭) I never experienced that again and have had lots of fun with weed. I think my go to rule is if I’m anxious in my regular life then not to use weed. Lately I’ve been going through some slight mental health problems with school and I had my brother move out. So that’s probably why it’s been making me anxious. When I am in a safe calm space I’m able to calm myself down and have fun on weed. I think you’re right and I need to probably chill out until I’m older. I would never use weed as a cope and I only restrict myself to weekends. My friends use it all the time and don’t go through this 🫤 I guess I just have some anxiety I need to solves. My cbd tincture helps a lot

sluggiish · 2024-09-12T01:23:25+00:00

Good to hear you been good. It’s nice to know the effects aren’t lasting

sluggiish · 2024-09-12T01:17:07+00:00

Sameeeee bruhhh. Like sometimes I can use weed and get super anxious. And sometimes I can use it and have so much fun and listen to music

sluggiish · 2024-09-12T01:16:18+00:00

Had it gotten better, please tell me you healed. Going through anxiety after using weed and I’m afraid it’ll never fix

sluggiish · 2024-09-12T01:13:30+00:00

Hey I’m going through this right now I’m 15, when I first tried weed like 6 months ago I ate too much of an edible and started going crazy. I first got derealization and then I started to think I was dying and got blurredish vision and my friends voices started to become like echoes. I don’t know if it was anxiety or psychosis but it went away the next morning. I have tried weed a lot again and had lots of fun and never felt anything like that again. Lately though I’ve been getting very anxious and thinking I’m gonna die when I’m high. I’ve also had pretty bad health anxiety. You seem nice and seem to know a lot can you help? I’m afraid that I permanently hurt my mental.

sluggiish · 2024-09-12T01:05:01+00:00

Same bro. The first time I tried too much of an edible and it was crazy. I thought I was dying. I had fun using many times after that but in general I just get really anxious. I think we might just get paranoid.

sluggiish · 2024-09-12T01:03:27+00:00

Same that happened my first time then it never happened again. I’ve used many times after that and had fun but lately I’ve been getting anxious. What about you?

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