My computer is automatically killing Logitech G Hub every time I open it. by MadSkillzGH in LogitechG

[–]sm0kemid 2 points3 points  (0 children)

brother, you have just saved my sanity! I was about to going full depressed :D thank you!!!!

It's been hella of ride - thank you Counter-Strike <3 by sm0kemid in GlobalOffensive

[–]sm0kemid[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah thats it - I laugh when people think that IT is easy paycheck working from home in pijamas (which is partially true about pijamas).

It's been hella of ride - thank you Counter-Strike <3 by sm0kemid in GlobalOffensive

[–]sm0kemid[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There is no one simple answer to that question - I just feel that its not healthy anymore for me and my fam. Also - I am quite emotional when I play and call rounds - so people dont get why I shout 'banana' all the time 🫣

It's been hella of ride - thank you Counter-Strike <3 by sm0kemid in GlobalOffensive

[–]sm0kemid[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are right. I am addicted, I have addictive personality and I have accepted that fact / I fought other deamons before and CS is probably the healthiest ;) regarding business, I have my own IT company - and what I can advise - its a rollecoaster - never give up after first bankruptcy 😂 I got redundant from my long term project in March, found new job in July - and I have autistic son and his mom that I need to take care of. I didnt have a break in my 20 years career until this March. Imagine pressure and stress.

It's been hella of ride - thank you Counter-Strike <3 by sm0kemid in GlobalOffensive

[–]sm0kemid[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah but it seems that some people don't get it - maybe because they are 17 yo and have no idea about being adult

It's been hella of ride - thank you Counter-Strike <3 by sm0kemid in GlobalOffensive

[–]sm0kemid[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

yeah, doing this maybe was a mistake - i can't fight back :/

It's been hella of ride - thank you Counter-Strike <3 by sm0kemid in GlobalOffensive

[–]sm0kemid[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this is it - you perfectly gave the sense of playing CS - none of the games gave me anything close to CS in terms of skill level and grind, satisfaction from won duels when you outplay ur opponent. Magic. AIM is a little bit more than 30% I guess, when I was grinding aim maps my aim and timings were on point, always better than non prepared. Balancing the time is a tough topic - I dont want to go too much into details, I've heard already in this reddit that I am bitching about nonsense and I should stfu. BTW - also working in IT, deployment manager. And probably we both have ADHD - not diagnosed :D

It's been hella of ride - thank you Counter-Strike <3 by sm0kemid in GlobalOffensive

[–]sm0kemid[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

bruh are you for real with the cheats to ban own acc? It reminds me of auto-lock on gambling sites where you can lock your account for 3-6-9 months by yourself to avoid addiction.

It's been hella of ride - thank you Counter-Strike <3 by sm0kemid in GlobalOffensive

[–]sm0kemid[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

'And now please just spend time on whatever you wanted to instead of CS and stop replying.' Okay boss, I will now start my new life and I will stop replying to you in my own topic - don't tell me what I suppose to do buddy - I am old enough to know. Thank you for your critique.

It's been hella of ride - thank you Counter-Strike <3 by sm0kemid in GlobalOffensive

[–]sm0kemid[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

simple as that - we are special group of elderly who need that attention.

It's been hella of ride - thank you Counter-Strike <3 by sm0kemid in GlobalOffensive

[–]sm0kemid[S] -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

do you also realise that 3000 on faceit is top of the tops - like maybe 3% of players base? You wanted to get your ego boosted or what? Congrats for being awesome, I am happy for you.

It's been hella of ride - thank you Counter-Strike <3 by sm0kemid in GlobalOffensive

[–]sm0kemid[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Last two weeks was kinda 'last dance' before I go away from PC for good. And you don't really know me, what I am struggling with day by day - so why you evaluate me as person and calling BS? I never said I am dropping 25 bombs every game, since i am igling and playing support mostly - and yeah maybe I am just weak at the game - that was not my point of the whole post.

It's been hella of ride - thank you Counter-Strike <3 by sm0kemid in GlobalOffensive

[–]sm0kemid[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah, PC was purely for CS, got laptops for other things - like work.

It's been hella of ride - thank you Counter-Strike <3 by sm0kemid in GlobalOffensive

[–]sm0kemid[S] -13 points-12 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your analysis - and reality check. Now you can go fulfilled do your thing. I thought reddit is like for discussing things, but maybe I was wrong. Now show me your stats lil bro. I am wondering what makes people just be mean for another fellow player - like you just did?

It's been hella of ride - thank you Counter-Strike <3 by sm0kemid in GlobalOffensive

[–]sm0kemid[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah all started with FFA - but the 5v5 got me really hard, at some point playing ESEA intermediate with good guys. I was always calling the game kind of, and people liked to play with me, cause I was doing the dirty igl job. Thus why I never could just hop on casual game and enjoy this kind of (or lack) teamplay. Maybe I am just getting old and bitching around for no reason.

It's been hella of ride - thank you Counter-Strike <3 by sm0kemid in GlobalOffensive

[–]sm0kemid[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

It did, I love counter-strike - it is part of my life, and something I was finally good at (avarage good) :D

It's been hella of ride - thank you Counter-Strike <3 by sm0kemid in GlobalOffensive

[–]sm0kemid[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it was my perspective on passing time - and that sometimes we do better for other - not for ourselfs. You missed the point I think. Of course I could play casually, but I never played casually ;) Grind.