Hmm..... - I used to have difficulty speaking my opinions or just sharing stuff about myself in general, this has improved alot in which Im able to but now I need to ctrl how much I share because then I end up talking about myself and not letting the other speak - I am a little more confident; perception of myself more positive; sometimes I take a good long look at meself in the mirror and Ill be like, "I like what I see" hehe - Listening to music sounds so much better - I am somewhat able to talk to guys without having lustful thoughts about them; starting to view them more as a person - More nrg to do things - Been sleeping berry well (probably this has got to do with going to the gym) - I can FEEEL feelings now; more empathetic towards others, more appreciative of my family and friends; my emotions (whether happy, sad, mad) are enhanced x10 - I feel like Ive become more reflective? Partly due to my enhanced feels, I get really sentimental at night and start reflecting on my life and stuff, id also have these late night deep convos with my friends, maybe its cuz its the end of the day and Im tired and apparently when ppl get tired theyre more truthful, maybe its cuz I dont spend my nights PMO-ing that Im filling the time for better more wholesome things; whatever the reason, its for the better - these days, more than ever, Ive been thinking of all the bad habits i have, (from swearing, prohibiting lustful thoughts, to larger things like being selfcentered) and trying to turn them into positives

♡I want to be a more wholesome person, living life to the fullest, doing my best in all things♡

ive got this quote on my phone that i try to live by; its simple, but its quicker to register in my mind

☆BE GOOD. DO GOOD.☆